bus

my mum walked in...

I use the venting threads more than i use the 'place to cry' and 'place to scream' i dont find that those last two help me because i tend to just put the smilies in a post and post it there so it isnt really me letting out my feelings, just posting a couple of smilies that show someone crying or sho...

I wish you were home and okay.

Judy - you were just a bit drunk last night! :o I was getting texts from Anthea at 2:30am telling me you were saying Germany was in Paris and that you had to be helped into your car because you were too drunk to get there by yourself! :o Anthea - im not sure that sort of party scene is really your t...

Its been a year tonight, seems so much longer than that, it really does. Part of me wishes id told you after youd told me but looking back on it i dont think it would have been the right time as we were both trying to pretend we could be something we werent and werent ready to admit to ourselves who...

Megan - my mum says she thinks i might have offended you, if i did im sorry. I never meant to. I miss you, and the friendship i had with you, you were my closest friend for so long, i wish you still spoke to me. Mum - i really hope you didnt see what i was doing when you walked in my room earlier, i...

drained
upset
hurt
horrible

please, just stop crying, your driving me insane.

going in the car with my brother when we talk about random things and joke whilst listening to his music really loudly.

Thank you Deb for sorting it out

Ive never told anyone about your encounters with the police much, and those i did tell, ive never told them about the first time you got in trouble with them. Id forgotten about it all until something written on BUS reminded me of everything that happened those years ago with you.

Seeing how my brother has changed so much in recent years, for the better

J - Thank you for saying you loved talking to me and that i was easy to talk to and fab, it meant a lot that you would say that. Even if you do insist on calling me lotterpot

I do have body image problems, and have had for years but recently i am starting to take better care of my body, and me. Ive started making an effort to look after my skin and my hair and making an effort with my appearance because if i feel ive made an effort i 'feel' pretty and start to like my bo...

Im really worried about you. Please be okay. Please.

everything about my girlfriend. Shes the best thing that could ever happen to me. She makes me feel loved, wanted and very lucky to have her because shes very special to me.

T - i dont like the way you are with my sister. She is not your daughter, shes my mums. Your nothing to do with us, you just live with us for some stupid reason that my parents feel sorry for you. I dont like the way you go against what my parents say towards my sister and make yourself look to be t...

my sisters. The way they run down the corridor in their princess dresses talking about fairies. Their cuddles. Their pictures they give me and expect me to know what they are of. The way i know they will always love me no matter what because im their big sister.