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I *love* playdough and do find keeping my hands busy with something like that helps

I hope your box is going well and that youve found better ways of coping

The suggestions other people have suggested are really good. Ive never used the cat story but i have used the 'female problems' one before and it worked or just go with a realistic story or say your ill or something if you dont want to do it at all. If you do want to do it still but just want ways t...

Not really the song that describes how im feeling but is one that im finding comfort from right now:

Move along - All American Rejects

Its on repeat so often at the moment

K - I have so much i need to tell you, i wish i could hear from you or talk to you. Yesterday was 10 months to the date, i wonder if you realised that or thought about me or it. I wonder if this is hurting you as much as its hurting me. I dont know how much longer i can stay strong, im sorry. I love...

S - we havent talked for months, years probably and then the second thing you say to me was one that upset me. Made me feel a whole lot different towards you. You were my first friend here and made me feel very welcomed, now i feel so much lower than you when you talk to me. A - you seem more intere...

because i dont want proof that im not coping by myself.

I wish you had put a smilie at the end of that sentence. It hurt even though i know it was nothing. Im far too sensitive tonight, i think ill go offline for the night.

i wish i knew why you lie to me about it. I really hate it when you do, it hurts.

relieved
slightly proud of myself
nervous in case i didnt do well
sad that shes going tomorrow

What specifically are you not coping with? Maybe you could write what your finding hard at the moment and we could see if we can suggest something to help you cope with your specific problems?

seeing my sisters playing together in the garden and having fun

Im proud of myself for getting through quite a tough job interview this morning

I picked this one because i liked the way it looked and it reminded me of stars which i love and this has been my avatar for nearly 2 years now and its a part of who i am on here. Ive thought recently about changing it but im not sure i will.

:redstar: just me - thank you sweetheart and thank you for everything you do for me and being here, i really appreciate it. :redstar: Collide - Thank you for letting me know you can relate to what im saying and for your suggestion, i appreciate you coming by and letting me know how you deal with it....

Im proud of myself for getting myself a job interview for Thursday morning from a shop.

Thank you, you three for your replies, i really appreciate you doing so :redstar: :redstar: Mercy Snow - thank you for pointing me into the direction of Chimera's thread on Workshop, its not a part of the board i normally go into but i will keep an eye on this thread in there. :) :redstar: Beccie - ...

Recently when i get upset i dont cry anymore if i get upset or hurt, i get angry and very defensive. This is not like me at all as most people that know me IRL say they have never seen me angry. I do not like this change in how i react but do not know how to deal with it as its so new to me. Ive tri...