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M and D - im sorry im a bad daughter, im sorry you cant be proud of me, im sorry im hurting you by not telling you what is going on, im sorry for being a failure. I love you both M - You were my good friend. You promised you would always be friends with me you knew what other people had done to me a...

I can identify with that. Most of the things i say to people about whats wrong and hurting me happens when im in tears.

Get help. Saturday night was really dangerous how can you be so stupid as to leave it out so she got it? Keeping it in a mug is not a safe place okay! I dont want you harming my sister because of your stupid mistakes. You say you dont have a problem but everyone else but you knows you do. Please get...

hurting, crying, worthless, horrible bitch

I wish i didnt look the way i did
I wish i mattered to people
I wish i was stronger
I wish i wasnt so useless and could help friends when they need it
I wish that bad things didnt happen to good people

help me im crashing

Please dont push me to talk to you. Please. I dont want to hear that you wish you could shout at me right now. Its not helping me. I know your frustrated that i dont talk to you but saying that isnt going to make me want to talk to you its pushing me away from talking to you. Im scared to talk to yo...

I dont know what to do anymore. I know i should be holding on but its just so hard. I feel like im constantly on the edge and on brink of tears if im not already crying

Need to cry IRL but have no tears insdie of me. They have all gone. Im empty.