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Thanks, piggy.

I haven't SIed for over two years, and that's something that I'm usually so proud of. But over these past few days it has just made me feel foolish because I have wanted to SI so badly. I have so much to do that my to-do lists have become a joke. I think I might be genuinely overwhelmed with school,...

Who gave you the monopoly on picnics and go-carts?
Why am I still thinking about you at all?

S - I wish seeing your success today didn't hurt me so much. E - Get off your high horse. To see you actually care about someone other than yourself would astound me. A - You looked beautiful today. I wish you knew that, I wish I could tell you. J - For someone that talks so much about honesty, you'...

joliebird wrote:SI and everything else I deal with is all I've ever known, and in some sick way being "not-sick" scares the hell out of me. I don't know how to do it...but I'm willing to learn. It's just taking a really fucking long time.....

--Mandy

So true.

I'm sorry about what your mom said. I mean, I can understand her concern over your grandmother's worry, but I can understand, appreciate, and admire your decision to be honest. I think you are being very brave. Stay strong.

I know what you mean. For me personally, I can think of reasons why SI is a problem. I think about cutting entirely too often--and not just when I'm upset, either. It interferes with my life. I don't like having to always make sure my arms are covered. I don't like that I can't deal with my issues w...

I go through the same thing, exactly! <hugs>

A lot of that numbness/anger is what prompts my self injury. I am not really sure what to do about it... but i'm here if you ever want to talk.