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plantt: Thanks. I need to learn that anything I feel is okay. I went though such a long time not wanting to feel anything, and thinking that anything other then happy was bad and just needed to be punished for (especially anger). It's tough. kurdt_kobain: Wow, that was a really long reply. Thank you...

Have you taken care of your physiacl wounds? If not, go do that now. we'll wait. Yeah. We didn't have bandaids, though. Oh well. What had happened just before? Got in a small fight with my dad. About editing his work papers, no less. What were you thinking and feeling? I was so upset. It's not my f...

Plantt: My mom is doing well now. She was in the hospital for 4 days and everything went well. She's back at work and is practically back to her old self now. Proximity: I think I was just hoping she would say "Oh, I'm sorry, I hope that's she's doing okay" or anything like that. Any acknowledgement...

I'm sorry that you had to self injure. I understand being overwhelmed, though. I hope next time you are able to do something prior to getting so overwhelmed, if that is possible (sometimes all the overwhelming stuff piles up all at once). Maybe some things that might help are coloring or snipping st...

have you taken care of your physiacl wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. Yes. I'm taking care of them relatively better than I was before. what had happened just before? What didn't happen. Loads of work, found out my mom was admitted to hospital and had to have surgery (though everything i...

I just want to reply and say that I have read your post. You seem to have done quite a few things to try and not hurt yourself. I hope one of these things do work for you, but if they don't, at least you have tried, and that's all that you can do sometimes. Is it possible to just go to sleep? That h...

*hugs* I hope that things are okay. Drawing sounds like a really good idea. Sorry that I'm not of many words right now, but I just wanted to let you know that I read, and I hope that you are able to work through this.

I've been to three therapists/psychiatrists, and I would talk to them (well, not so much my last one) but I don't see anyone anymore. I ended up not sharing quite a bit because I just didn't want to seem weird or anything. Maybe that wasn't the best thing, but I can't really change it now. I don't r...

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? I've felt a bit down since I went and saw Hide & Seek. Then I sat and waited for my mom because she was in a different movie. I just felt all weird inside. Then at dinner I was reminded of something she said 4-5 years ago. It c...

Hey. I'm new to this, too, and posted a Before post not long ago. Well, I hope that you are doing better. I thought maybe I'd give a couple of suggestions that maybe would work. It sounds silly, but sometimes coloring something can be helpful--keeps the mind and hands occupied. Another suggestion co...

Thanks, Tara, for replying. I actually feel much better. I went and did my homework for about 6 hours before I decided to stop. Sometimes I would call a friend, but she's away right now and I can't get ahold of her. I didn't even know she was gone until I called a few days ago to hang out. She's rea...

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? It would make me feel better, or just something. It's not like I feel numb, but I just feel very blah. I'm here, and that's about it. I've been down lately, about 2-3 weeks now. It's strange, because for the longest time I was ...

Friend--Dump him. Really, I mean it. Quite beating yourself up over it and worrying and talking about it all the time. It's annoying. You deserve better, but for some reason you seem to not think so. Why are you still with him? You've seen all that he does. I don't think he cares like you do...do yo...