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by Agarwaen
Sun Feb 27, 2005 10:01 am
Forum: coping
Topic: ?What if I don't want to stop?
Replies: 13
Views: 534

I don't want to give up SI either. Without it I'll be deprived of my most effective coping method, and I don't know what I'd do then. People do say it's bad, it's pretty stigmatized, but I can only imagine that my situation would be worse without SI. I guess I can't give you any advice, since I'm so...
by Agarwaen
Sun Feb 27, 2005 9:51 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Should We Have To Hide?
Replies: 10
Views: 430

I wish I had the courage/apathy or whatever to show my scars in public and not worry about long sleeves anymore. They're not even that "severe", so I don't know what I'm so scared of. I guess it's people's reactions, like if they see them and ask me about it. I'd be at a loss for words. But to hell ...
by Agarwaen
Sun Feb 27, 2005 9:38 am
Forum: coping
Topic: what's your anti-si?
Replies: 204
Views: 52420

I find that journal-writing really helps. Lets me rant in words what I can't scream. If it's not too late at night playing music helps too. The melancholy angsty piano pieces by Chopin (which I mangle with my incompetency) comfort me. Or I try working on guitar, which I've only just started to learn...
by Agarwaen
Mon Jan 24, 2005 8:01 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Not worth noticing?
Replies: 23
Views: 702

It's amazing isn't it how you can just SI at school, and no one will notice. You can do it in class and nobody'd bat an eyelash. God they're so blind. I used to do it in school too but I stopped.
by Agarwaen
Mon Jan 24, 2005 7:52 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Replies: 1872
Views: 67334

BR - I love you. I fucking love you. Wish you weren't dead. HSA - Sorry for never having met you even once. Don't worry about the demented half-sister you never even knew you had. Walk, read, learn to fly, never let jealousy consume you. R - You don't know what you've done for me. I wish I could tel...
by Agarwaen
Fri Jan 14, 2005 5:51 am
Forum: coping
Topic: last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......
Replies: 1252
Views: 57248

Actually, last time it was only because I couldn't find the instruments I use. I think I would have, if only I could sneak into my room to get them, but my mom was sleeping in there, and she's a light sleeper.
by Agarwaen
Thu Jan 13, 2005 9:27 am
Forum: coping
Topic: stupid little happy things
Replies: 595
Views: 63236

- mangos
- crying smilies (oxymoron! but hey, they make me laugh)
- seeing rainbows in random places (pride!)
- books
- pics of pensive Louis
- sad-eyed pics of Frodo/Sam
- purple-haired people
- rain
- hearing cellos...*spasm*
by Agarwaen
Thu Jan 13, 2005 9:14 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Bitch Fest / Things Left Unsaid II *LA*
Replies: 421
Views: 16721

BR - God, I love you. I fucking love you.

AM - It's okay, everything's okay. I support you anyway.
by Agarwaen
Thu Jan 13, 2005 9:07 am
Forum: coping
Topic: Place To Wish
Replies: 963
Views: 46009

- I wish I wasn't failing chemistry - I wish I were a hobbit - I wish pomegranates could be in season year-round - I wish I were a wood-elf - I wish I weren't allergic to cats - I wish I didn't have to go swimming anymore - I wish for no more long sleeves - I wish I had better eyesight - I wish she ...
by Agarwaen
Thu Jan 13, 2005 9:00 am
Forum: coping
Topic: the best distraction ever...or your money back!
Replies: 7
Views: 350

Maybe. But I find when I practice piano/violin that I sometimes get even angrier at myself for not being able to express through my music. Stupid, yes I know, but you know what that can lead to...