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"mother" tte iu thing- Stop expecting my to love you when you treat my like you do. Who wouldn`t be sick of it? All you`re doing is making me hate you. Why don`t you just die. Then we`d both be a lot happier. Just die. *** S- Don`t be a moron. You`re a really wonderful person but you`re an idiot som...

Sometimes I get this feeling that I don't want to SI in my room because it's messy and I feel suffocated. So, I clean my room, and change into clothes that look nice, etc. By the time I'm done, I don't feel like SI-ing anymore. To me cleaning my room makes me feel like I'm at the same time cleaning ...

Wow, I thought maybe I was the only one with this problem. Guess not.^^ Well, I don't know if I can offer much advice... songs and movies and things never ever make me cry, except maybe 3 times in history. I don't go out of my way to do it but when I feel like I want to cry, here's the pattern I've ...

Yay for BUS!
Yay for summer!!!!
Yay for gentle breeze!
Yay for Star Wars movies! ...
Yay for the cool side of family (I love you Bud!)!

I can imagine that- I'd probably feel the same, totally. I think it's sort of like when I tell my mom about my problems and she just tells me hers, which are *so* much worse, apparently. :roll: It feels like you have to have the worst suffering in the world, or else you're just complaining, being a ...

My thoughts exactly, lugubrious. I'm glad I'm not alone for feeling that way.

To me, SI sounds like a comforting thing to keep in my life-style. I'd rather keep doing it, than struggle through a harsh life without. What I really want is a life where I don't need it. Even though it's not something I want to do, it doesn't cause me trouble. So I have no reason to want to stop, ...

mom: I'm sorry I always called you a bitch and all. I'm sorry I said "I still love you, because I have to, since you're my daugher." I just didn't understand you, and I realize that now. You were right all along. To make up for it, here's $50, go buy yourself something nice...and here's some cheesec...

mom: ... I never want to see you again. Just leave me alone until I can get out of your house for good. I've nothing more to say to you. Mr. S.: So, you tell me to do something, and I go out of my way to do it. And then, you call me stupid for doing it, right to my face. First of all, that's just ru...

I wish that so many people here didn't have to wish they were skinny (as in, I wish everyone could be accepted and accept themselves for who they are) I wish that I could be with *him* forever I wish I could be reincarnated as an alpha wolf I wish I still got a paycheck every week I wish I could get...