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thanks for the replies guys! i think i might actually try and talk to someone at my school about what to do if i get freaked out. Especially since i've never really talked to anyone proffesional about SI so i thought i might learn something.

i'll let you know if i figure anything brilliant out

i may have posted about thisi before, or maybe just mentioned it BUT it seems as if i cannot handle very much stress at all w/out SIing. it feels as if my body's looking for an excuse to SI, I find myself having arguments with myself that "just one more time won't do much damage, besides now you'll ...

electric kettles (they work fast!)
fountain pens
notebooks
oats (you heard me)
peanut butter (natural all the way)
heeeavy leathr jackets .. especially named after cows (mine are named clover and bessie.. but clover's cooler)

haha, i love that last one. so true.. . happiness confuses me..

i think if i actually tried...

i'd use

LOUD MUSIC (preferably slipknot)

BORED
kinda want more alcohol ..
need to pee a bit..

i don't know what i want.. ('cepting alcohol)

introspection's too hard

oooh, the only stuff i like making is chili...

this one recipe rules.. it's not unlike other chili recipes except that it uses a cup and a half of chili powder and two whole chickens for meat. Obviously you just yank the meat off the chickens ...

relaly tired..

puzzled... still trying to figure out why cutting's bad...