bus

this is hopefully gonna be true of the next few weeks... next time i wanna si i'm gonna try not to cos i have a bal coming up in just under a month and i want to wear a pretty pink spotty dress and scars will clash horribly! i hope that stops me next time i feel the need...

was feeling really depressed earlier tonight (though didn't have the energy to SI although it and mildly OD-ing had been running through my mind all day) anyway, i told myself that if i had some toast for dinner (balanced meal i know!) then i could let myself bake some cakes. did that and chatted to...

i want to cry so much until i feel better/exhausted enough to sleep but there are no tears in me anymore....

thank you