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- Wed May 23, 2007 12:36 am
- Forum: coping
- Topic: Secrets and more (please stay safe)
- Replies: 107
- Views: 9512
Re: Secrets and more (please stay safe)
What is your secret? my pdoc is the only person keeping me alive right now. Why is it a secret? because im so utterly and completely alone. What are your feelings about this secret? it hurts. fuck. all the people out there, and none of them in... here. except someone that i have to pay to care. Why...
- Tue May 15, 2007 4:24 am
- Forum: coping
- Topic: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0
- Replies: 4409
- Views: 150388
- Sun Nov 26, 2006 6:06 am
- Forum: coping
- Topic: Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!
- Replies: 1666
- Views: 67627
- Thu Aug 24, 2006 2:04 am
- Forum: coping
- Topic: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
- Replies: 4840
- Views: 182835
- Wed Aug 23, 2006 11:34 pm
- Forum: coping
- Topic: I can't stop "planning..." *SI*
- Replies: 8
- Views: 260
hi jae... please don't forget that these scars are permanent. i recently visited a dermatologist about mine. to reduce the visibility of the newer scars, she told me that i could use mederma. but for the older scars, there wasn't much that could be done. i'm going to have to live with my scars for t...
- Mon Nov 28, 2005 4:43 am
- Forum: coping
- Topic: How do you feel about your scars?
- Replies: 113
- Views: 6878
sometimes i forget about my scars... and then i realize that their there, and i am so ashamed all over again. i wear long sleeves all year round. my family knows, because i can't hide them all the time, but i know it breaks my mom's heart everytime she sees. i wish i could just be "normal" and not h...
- Fri Nov 18, 2005 3:50 am
- Forum: coping
- Topic: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
- Replies: 419
- Views: 24962
i am... feeling filthy and used. having flashbacks. triggered. urgy. cold. i am not... being validated. being protected. safe. warm. i feel... worried. upset. wanting to si. overwhelmed my mind is worn out i need a rest i want... friends. i have no friends my ttdoc and pdoc to get along. to be norma...
- Sat Mar 05, 2005 3:39 am
- Forum: before and after
- Topic: after
- Replies: 1
- Views: 85
after
:star: have you taken care of your physiacl wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. yeah, for the most part. they won't stop bleeding though :star: what had happened just before? i wrote in my journal, i drank 4 beers, i listened to tori amos. :star: what were you thinking and feeling? very depr...
- Fri Feb 18, 2005 1:11 am
- Forum: coping
- Topic: last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......
- Replies: 1252
- Views: 57231
because i have a contract with my tdoc and pdoc that i will call them before si. i didn't really have a choice. it's either this or ip. BUT IT'S SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAAAAAAAAAAARD. I WANT TO CUT SOOOOOOOO BAD! :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :argggh: :ar...
- Thu Jan 27, 2005 8:10 am
- Forum: before and after
- Topic: after. :(
- Replies: 2
- Views: 145
after. :(
have you taken care of your physiacl wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. yup. all bandaged up. what had happened just before? my mom was accusing me of things that i'd never do. it hurt me a lot that she would say things like that about me... i've never done anything of the sort... and am h...
- Wed Jan 26, 2005 6:53 am
- Forum: coping
- Topic: last time i wanted to si, i didn't because.......
- Replies: 1252
- Views: 57231