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Heh... I SI'd once right in my T's office (he wasn't a very good T and made me feel awful) and he totally freaked out when he saw the blood! I never went back to him again

That's a really neat idea! It'll be great to have something tangible that you can look at and say that it's what you did instead of SI'ing

Congrats on making it through. Glad you feel better

Questions to Answer After A Slip slips are chances to learn. you figure out what stresses are still too hard for you and you can work on how you'll deal with them next time you run into them. so instead of beating yourself up, take action. have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do ...

any ideas on how to beat back the festive lonelies? Heh - I wish I had some suggestions other than chatting online with friends. I hate the holidays because everybody is in a hurry/in a bad mood. It's supposed to be a time of giving and caring and shit, but it just ends up being stressful for every...

That's a new one to me Wish my stomach could take it

*Get around family and friends

*Chat on MSNM

*Go shopping with family and friends

*Play games online

*STAY AWAY FROM THE BATHROOM (where the sharp/shiny objects live)

alone but calm

cold, shaky, and unreal

shaky and unreal

I'm going to stay online and away from the bathroom (where the sharp objects live).

sick
stuffy
cold

Played online games and read the threads at BUS.

cold
anxious
hungry

buzzed

stupid
triggery
alone

Anything that is done to you sexually that you don't fully consent to is sexual abuse. People have no right to do that to you. I don't really have any advice but if you wanna talk about stuff I'd listen. Don't beat up on yourself because of it.... it was NOT your fault. People need to respect each o...

Mom: I'm sorry I forced you to be around people that hurt you.

Dad: I'm sorry I wasn't there for you and was scared to be with you.

Mom: Sorry I'm so messed up and not the kid you thought you could have.

I wish I could be like the other idiots out there that have either never heard of SI or are shocked by it and go about their life in happy bliss.

Do you use coping methods (healthy ones... icon_wink.gif ) in combination or just on their own? Forcing myself to be around family... it keeps me from cutting long enough to get through the worst part most of the time even though being around people is the last thing I feel like doing when I want t...