bus

hopefully either be graduating college, or starting college if ive traveled the world already. have my own house, good job, and be in a serious relationship.

excited, worried, immature, content.

lonely. embarrased. mad.

when i was thinking about SU, the only thing that stopped me was in health class they told us anyone who doesnt die from natural causes has to go to the coroner. i was too self concious to have that person inspect my naked body.

lonely. bored. craving.

youre feeding my addictions. ive always been so much like you and now ill probably end up just like you.

pissed

- im scared to death and embarrased to post these - i fall so hard for so many guys... how will i know when its REAL? - it scares me how easy it was to cut my best friend out of my life - i wish i had the life my childhood friend has now... including her boyfriend - older men scare and disgust me......

- i dont want to see you ever again.
- it worries me how easy it was to cut you out of my life
- i threw your sunglasses out the window- they kept slidding around every time i turned a corner



i wish you would of asked me to stop hurting myself when i told you i SI

omg that picture is so adorable!

wooohoooo for a positive place!!!!!!!!!!!

thast such an awsome list! thnak you sooooooo much for putting that together!!!!!!! i love it.. im gonna save it and look at it whenever i need to cut. it totaly just distracted me when i was reading it and i dont need to cut anymore!!! thank youuu!!!!!!!!

YEAH I GTE LIKE THAT A LOT TOO... EXPECIALLY NOW THAT IM TRYING TO STOP. ITS LIKE NOW THAT I KNOW I WONT DO IT, I WANT TO DO IT EVEN MORE.. I JUST TRY TO KEEP MYSELF BUSY.. LIKE COMING ON HERE AND POSTING... OR ILL GO SOMEHWERE I KNOW POPEL ARE CUZ ITS NOT LIKE ID CUT IN FORNT OF THEM... LITTLE STUF...

i told myself first i ahd to read each one of these posts and by the 5th page the urge was almsot completley gone.. plus i dont feel like starting over again, 1 weeks not long but God its seemed like months! plus i want to show myself i can do it, SI doesnt contol me! im stronger than that! im bette...

i have the exact same problem sometimes! i have no clue what it is though...

i think i may too...but im not willing to fully agree with it. its like: how could i have an ed? im not like that....but then you relize you are .......sorry i dont know what im getting at here...PM if you want sometime

i think i may too...but im not willing to fully agree with it. its like: how could i have an ed? im not like that....but then you relize you are .......sorry i dont know what im getting at here...PM if you want sometime