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oooooohh... This is something I know probably a little too well. I use anger to avoid dealing with things, to hide fear, and as a defense mechanism. I have a few different ways of dealing with anger. When mine is set off by other people being dumb and projecting their issues onto me I have a post i...

R, I think I have grown to hate you. To hate my entire senior year because of you. I thought you were one of my saving graces during the hell of that year.. but I was wrong. You and your fucking homophobic ass can walk out of my life. I never realized til late how damaging you were to me. Fuck you....

:star: Fuck you. Grow up. You are a decade older. Get a fucking handle on your life and quit trying to get into mine. I am happier than I have ever been, and I swear to God, you try and push my buttons again like you have before, and I am letting my girlfriend say whatever the fuck she wants to you...

:star:I don't know what the hell happened. You aren't the person you were when I first met you.. You were kind.. caring, and helpful. Now you're bitchy, playing the victim and I get a read of jealousy from you. Do you -know- how fucking annoying that is? You said before I treat you like shit, well ...

:star: I'm dating a girl. Yes. A girl. I've been dating her for over 4 months. I've fallen in love with her. I could see myself spending the majority of my life with her. And I know you aren't going to approve. I know I'm going to break most of the family's hearts. What scares me is I think Dad wou...

:star:I wish I could just be open about what all I am. But I know I can't. And because of that, I'm going to pretend till I can fully support myself and the one I love. :grnstar: ..and I want to take care of you for as long as I can and as long as you let me. You amaze me every day, and I am comple...

:redstar: ..I can't be what you want. I can't easily do things that others can. I can't just learn to deal with things to get along in life. I'm not dead yet, or in complete hating of myself.. so I must be getting along okay. I thought you understood. Maybe I do like talking to others because they ...