bus

hated.
unwanted.
tired.
lonely.
worthless.
a tag along.
a waste.
hidden.
pathetic.

*su-ish*








i have often wondered how things would be if i wasnt around.

mellow.. thanks to my energy drinks today.

I proud that I didnt flip out on a single person today... especially because I did not flip out on my Drama Coach.

*raises hand* Hello, I'm Dani.. and I'm a BUSaholic.. Yea.. I wake up.. and my addiction.. its a general computer/internet addiction.. because the computer = danis life.. it's got all of dani's music.. friends.. fun stuff... then the net has everything.. and bus.. So, I wake up at like 620.. fly thr...

why can't you just see how much you've fuckin' hurt me? Why are you so damned blind to that? WHY?!

unwanted.
not needed.
unloved.
small.
worthless.
invisible.

I bruise easily, So be gentle when you handle me. There's a mark you leave Like a love heart Carved on a tree. I bruise easily, Can't scratch the surface, without moving me underneath. I bruise easily.. I Bruise Easily - Natasha Bedingfield. Just.. because.. people don't realize that.. what they do...

:star: once again.. you've left me out of everything.. "yea, she wont know if we party 2 miles from her house.. and we dont tell her a word about it" .. yea about that.. i know.. i've known.. and you can go screw yourself. i know you're the one behind every thing.. oh yea, i just want that boy you'...

unwanted.
lonely.
hated.
abandoned.
worthless.
a waste of space.
down.
hurt.
pain.
achey.
urgy.
pathetic.

i feel like i'm nothing.

*lays on floor*


Why dangit?! WHY! HOW CAN YOU JUST BE LIKE THIS? HOW DO YOU HAVE THE POWER TO MAKE ME HATE MYSELF MORE?! I HATE YOU!

frustrated.
pissed.
bothered.

why? just.. why are you this utter bitch?

pm's fine. im scared that i'll do something stupid. i'm afraid that everything that i say or do will be read as "just for attention" i've made myself sick.. from stressing.. i cant eat.. because i can't really keep it down.. everything just hurts.. and i feel as though im not worth a backwards glanc...

empty.
frustrated.
hurt.
achey.
lonely.
edgy.
like crying.

frustrated like hell.
pissed.
and still achey..

ill dani = baaaadddd.

fuck you. fuck you. and fuck you some more.. i just hate you.. I can never trust you again.. nice move.

a bit urgy
achey
pretty low.

bad thing.. i dont know why.