bus

I'm proud of myself because I didn't punch my drama coach in the face, nor did I scream and yell at her.. like I wanted to.

Simon - Lifehouse

wooot! Wilson started the first step.. starting to admit they are addicted..




^^morning ritual before I have to go to school.. or before I go back to bed and sleep on weekends.

kinda drained.
little bit sick like..
tired.

blah.
not awake.
kinda numb.

pissed.
frustrated.
hurt.

maybe... you'll be back in the morning though.

cold.. my feet are froze.
tired.
down.
lonely.

unwanted.
alone.
unloved.

*lays on floor*


ARRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHH!!!!!!!

why do you have to make things so damned difficult? Can't you just let me become who I should be? Can't you let me figure out my place instead of forcing me into some social corner.. where the only thing I have is those that can see me hiding? I hate this.. and I hate myself more because of you.. c...

lonely..

I agree with Shellz.. true BUSaholic here too!

i hate you.. i can't take this anymore. you act like a friend.. then stab me in the back.. and leave me home alone while you party with those who i hung with before you.. thanks for turning all of them against me. but you wanna know something ya whore.. i will be better than you.. i will be fucking...

psshht.. what's the point in recovery for being a "bus addict"? I'm quite happy with the whole addiction to bus..

teetering between plain blah.. and crap.