http://buslist.org/phpBB/images/smiles/grystar.gif i wish i could learn to like myself more http://buslist.org/phpBB/images/smiles/grystar.gif i wish my damned guilt would just.. go away http://buslist.org/phpBB/images/smiles/grystar.gif i wish i could talk to mr. p more often face to face.. or at ...
http://buslist.org/phpBB/images/smiles/rdstar.gif i think its selfish of me to miss people.. http://buslist.org/phpBB/images/smiles/rdstar.gif i don't think i deserve compliments.. i'm too mean.. http://buslist.org/phpBB/images/smiles/rdstar.gif i am afraid that i am some sort of big.. fake.. http:...
I am proud of myself today because I talked to Mr. C.. and was able to tell him about a couple things.. and did not punch the person who basically backed me into the conversation..
i need you.. i need you right now to tell me everything's going to be okay... i need you to make me believe in myself.. i need you to tell me not to be afraid of my own damned self.. i really need you.
that once sentence took me forever to type.. and i'm afraid to death of the reaction to that one little sentence.. that seriously took me almost 10 minutes to type and send..