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blank.
indescribable.
frustrated.

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I think.. that some days.. I am afraid of being fine.. that I almost want to not be okay..

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I am proud of myself because I am working on sending an email that I know I need to send.. cause I know this person will help ground me.. I'm proud of me.. cause I'm casting out a rope to help pull me back to where I should be..

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blah.
blank.
tired.
invisible.

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i'm scared that if I decide to open up to someone, that they'll think I'm faking it all for attention..

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jumbled.
vulnerable.
scared.
fat.
pathetic.
unwanted.
unloved.
needy.

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J - You son of a bitch.. damnit.. you're such an asshole.. you think you know all this high and mighty shit.. and that you're so damned smart.. and when I finally do better on a test than you in pre-calc .. you get all fucking pissy on my ass.. you asshole.. its the little things that you do and sa...

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I'm proud of myself today.. because I helped a couple people without realizing it... and when I was told something by the one.. I didn't go straight into my denying of everything.. I kinda.. accepted it [in a bit of shock].. but.. I accepted a.. compliment.. without my usual stubborn self.. :bluest...

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There are too many days that I doubt if I am ever going to "get better"... and those days almost make me not want to care...

And I end up almost afraid of myself...

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blank.
frustrated.
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mixed up.
blank.
upset.
blank.
afraid.

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I'm afraid i'll infect the happy people.

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not myself.
a failure.
worthless.
unwanted.
not needed.
a mistake.

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Why do people have to be little bitches?! Thank God most of the bitches I hate are fucking seniors.. hurray for little things like that.. And why the hell can I not express the fact that people suck in general terms without naming names?! Jeez.. I say " I hate stupid people... " and you, the track ...

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tired.
unloved.
uncared about
invisible.
unwanted
hidden
worthless.
a failure.

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^^ I agree.. And personally.. I need songs sometimes that remind me.. I'm not as useless as I make myself feel.. hence.. More Than Useless - Relient K I feel like I would like To be somewhere else doing something that matters And I'll admit here While I sit here My mind wastes away and my doubts st...

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I'm afraid that I'm never going to be believed...

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fat.
pathetic.
tired.
undeserving.
worthless..

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upset.
tired.
unsafe.
worried.
scared.
afraid.

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i'm always afraid that I'll never get to say the things I need to say the most..

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