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sometimes (this is kind of stupid) when i SI i pretend that friends are telling me i should stop..i pretend that i'm cared for..thats why ive always wanted friends or a bf, to feel cared for. xx

limestone wrote:are you scared to be alone? what will having a close friend or bf give you that si gives you when you don't have them?

well i already am alone a lot, but yes it is scary...um i dont really understand what youre asking in the second question, could u rephrase it?

ok well i always seem to SI when i'm feeling esp. lonely (and stressed obviously). it kind of gets out feelings of frustration i guess. does anyone else do this? Sometimes i feel that once i make a close friend or bf then i wont have to SI anymore but deep down i know thats not really the truth. :oo...