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Thanks for the post!

I cut because I cut....I dont have to have a reason....its a reason in itself to me. But when I started it was to get rid of the pain. I guess I cut to feel alive and numb at the same time if that makes sence!

Um....Thanks

Yeah shit is hitting the fan. I just got a letter from my now ex girlfriend. She said some really F***ed up stuff! I am going to a friends house tonight because today is the 5 year aniversary of when I started cutting!

I am scared!

Wynndi

I just cant give it up. I was cleaning my room and I found some of my old old tools. And last night was a hard night. I am just not capible of dealing with all this bad stuff that is going on. 3 teachers at my school who have been my support and have helped me through high school have left my school...

I have my rubber bands. Yesterday I was feeling so upset I punched a wall...that did work to well. I messed up my wrist and nuckle. Well I have some people's numbers I can call when I feel triggered and I have people to talk to...I am just scared...I never, since I started cutting, have been without...

I can totally relate to that stuff. I get like that for no apparent reason at all. I know all about that feeling. I try to go be around people that I trust and care about and they feel the same for me. If I cant be around people then I go read a book! Thats just what I do!

-Wynndi

My scars tell so many stories. Stories of sadness, romance, and pain. They are part of me, as yours are part of you. People who have never been through S.I. would never know what they are like for us. They would never know the love/hate relationship that comes with having them. They are a part of w...

Today I gave Ms. Rupp (my math teacher, who is like a second mom to me) my cutting tools. I told her I had to get rid of them. My presious tools, I am really scared. I gave up the two things that were my broken saftey net. I just want to ask for some support. Last time I even lost my two tools I fre...