bus

like a failure

I am falling for you. Or as i put it exactly, i am falling in love with you.

And that scares the shit out of me.

Its too soon. And i'm going to get hurt.
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Oh and i want to go home right now but i cant tell you cos you might take offence

Nothing To Lose- Billy Talent Need more friends with wings All the angels I know Put concrete in my veins I’d always walk home alone So I became lifeless Just like my telephone There’s nothing to lose When no one knows your name There’s nothing to gain But the days don’t seem to change Never played ...

i need to cry but i cant cos im around other ppl

like a complete and utter failure

like i've just made a massive mistake in telling everyone on that forum about my experiences with SI

I didn't SI yesterday, and i've decided to start trying my hardest not to SI, and i'm giving myself a star for each day SI free.

xmcrx37 wrote:(**possible trigger?**) [words]






All I want to say is this:when someone is thinking about su their thinking about all the relief they will feel afterwards. Except you can't feel anything if your not alive.

these words strike a chord with me, cos they're so true thank-you

panicky

and faint

why did you do this to me? you fucking knew about whats happened to me befotre, yet still you do this. you have no fucking idea what you've done to me, and how much this is hurting me. :cry: :cry: i thought you were different. i was wrong you're just like every other bastard man i've ever met :( :cr...

i hope things work out with R....

i'm grateful for my family, without them i'd be lost

What is your secret? I've strated SIing again Why is it a secret? No-one knows about it, i think my ex might no but he has no right to challenge me over it anymore What are your feelings about this secret? I feel ashamed of myself for going back to my old way of coping. i thought i was over this Wh...

i don't care anymore. i know its hurting me but i can't stop, and part of me doesn't want to stop

i've screwed up big time