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by _MessedUp_
Sun Mar 26, 2006 11:07 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!
Replies: 1666
Views: 76930

:star: I'm addicted to SI

:star: I use my pst to excuse the bad things i do in my present
by _MessedUp_
Sat Mar 25, 2006 12:34 am
Forum: coping
Topic: What song describes how you're feeling?
Replies: 1417
Views: 76543

Death Cab For Cutie "I Will Follow You Into The Dark" Love of mine some day you will die But I'll be close behind I'll follow you into the dark No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white Just our hands clasped so tight Waiting for the hint of a spark If heaven and hell decide That they both are ...
by _MessedUp_
Tue Feb 28, 2006 4:02 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: A coping survey for yourself
Replies: 177
Views: 12878

:lpurpstar: Name: Beki :lpurpstar: Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI: Yes, ideally want to stop :lpurpstar: If so what is your motivation: I don't want SI to control my life and i don't want more scars :lpurpstar: Favorite coping skills: The internet :) or reading a book :lpurpstar: Copi...
by _MessedUp_
Tue Feb 28, 2006 3:53 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Right now I feel...
Replies: 2081
Views: 72268

like a failure :cry:
by _MessedUp_
Tue Feb 14, 2006 1:04 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!
Replies: 1666
Views: 76930

PM'S ok

:star: I'm sat in a computer room surrounded by stangers. I have tears in my eyes. But i know i can't let them see me cry.











PM'S OK
by _MessedUp_
Tue Feb 14, 2006 1:02 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Place to cry
Replies: 2185
Views: 105767

i'm sat in a computer room, surrounded by starangers. and i'm crying. but i have to hide it and yeah, sorry :cry: :(
by _MessedUp_
Tue Feb 07, 2006 8:44 pm
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: can't edit siggy
Replies: 4
Views: 213

Laura wrote:I fixed the broken html in your imood, in case that was confusing it. Can you save it now?

Next to "BBcodes off" it should say "

Code: Select all

[list]" - does it?[/quote][/quote]

yes, but still no submit button, and i have no options regarding what skin is on the board or whether i have my sig on etc?
by _MessedUp_
Tue Feb 07, 2006 6:40 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: I'm proud of myself today because....
Replies: 1894
Views: 94672

I saw a guy acting suspiciously near a car, so i recorded him with my camera, and he then stole it :o , but i got a full description of him and reported him to the police :D
by _MessedUp_
Tue Feb 07, 2006 3:35 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Secrets(inspired by PostSecret)-Please Stay Safe!
Replies: 1666
Views: 76930

Comments Ok-PM :star:I play sad songs to make myself cry :star:I drink to forget, but deny that :star:I smoke, and have done since december last year (may not seem much of a secret-but i hide it from everyone including my bf and family) :star: i'm jealous of the fact that lifewise my boyfriend has b...
by _MessedUp_
Tue Feb 07, 2006 3:27 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Right now I feel...
Replies: 2081
Views: 72268

confused cos my lecture had miraculously disappeared from my timetable :o
by _MessedUp_
Tue Feb 07, 2006 3:25 pm
Forum: administrivia and technical support
Topic: can't edit siggy
Replies: 4
Views: 213

can't edit siggy

when i try to edit my signature there is no "submit" or "svae" button so i just lose all the changes :-? am i doing something wrong?? help :oops: Oh and the BBCode is "Off" is it meant to be off?
by _MessedUp_
Mon Feb 06, 2006 5:48 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Parents and SI
Replies: 9
Views: 377

Parents also sometimes have a bit of a denial phase, its often hard to face how bad things are. I wish i had talked to my parents, instead i ended up ODing which was stupid and hurtful, more so than waht i was doing. Since then it has taken time, but talking to them is often the best way to get it o...
by _MessedUp_
Mon Feb 06, 2006 5:44 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: I'm proud of myself today because....
Replies: 1894
Views: 94672

hey, i'm happy for you, youve taken a step in the right direction :)

I'm proud of myself today because...i had money from going out last night, and instead of spending it, i've saved it

:)
by _MessedUp_
Mon Feb 06, 2006 5:41 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: coping at work
Replies: 4
Views: 126

I'm lucky in a sense that although i was suffering badly with depression when i got my job, in a sesne it did help me come out of it. But i know what you mean. When yuo feel like shit, when you don't want to have to see people, when you just want to be alone, you're forced to out on a fake smile and...
by _MessedUp_
Mon Feb 06, 2006 5:35 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: do you go thru phases w/ bus?
Replies: 10
Views: 353

I've been here nearly two years, and i can safely say its an on/off thing. BUS is my lifeline in a sense. When i need help, when i need a place i can go when life is causing me pain i come here. Here i know i won't be judged, and here i know i can seek support from others. On the times i am away fro...
by _MessedUp_
Mon Feb 06, 2006 5:32 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: How do you feel about your scars?
Replies: 113
Views: 7503

I'm ashamed of my new scars, but not of my old. My old scars are a marker of what i went through, but also of what i've overcome. They remind me how close i've come to giving up, and how hard i tried to hold on. My new scars are not this, my new scars are signs that i've taken a step back, and that ...
by _MessedUp_
Mon Feb 06, 2006 5:28 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: What song describes how you're feeling?
Replies: 1417
Views: 76543

Iris-Goo Goo Dolls And I'd give up forever to touch you Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want t...
by _MessedUp_
Mon Feb 06, 2006 5:26 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Right now I feel...
Replies: 2081
Views: 72268

pissed off that i've gained weight

tired

bored

fat

hungry (even tho i feel fat)
by _MessedUp_
Wed Nov 16, 2005 4:17 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Right now I feel...
Replies: 2081
Views: 72268

like i can't cope and like i'll never get over my bf, well ex boyf now :cry:
and guilty for SI-ing last night
by _MessedUp_
Wed Nov 16, 2005 2:07 pm
Forum: coping
Topic: Do these boards help or trigger?
Replies: 26
Views: 830

Re: Do these boards help or trigger?

Hi - I wandered in here yesterday because SH has been on my mind for a while, wanted to see what other people said but remain anonymous. Some of it I find really helpful (the idea of drawing on yourself in red marker pen is great!), but I have to admit that when I start empathizing with some of the...