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when I disassociate Im not me, im not real nothing real, I walk down halls standing next to myself wondering where this mass of skin and bones is going, I often call it OMM (outside my mind) because it feels like I am watching I also feel asthough nothing is real, and there is nothing. It is auctual...

i think people tell themselves so much that they can't cry that its a sign of weakness but then it is auctually a coping method and it hurts to keep it in and not cry. People often need to learn how to cry again (i did).

WHat do those purple little emoticons mean in people's signatures, I know one is a bandaid?

I could use it and it would have helped me to find a section where I could have read other posts to help me understand what happened to me.

ok this question may be stupid but what are moderators, how do ppl become them and how do they become them from a specific board, what is their job as a moderator...

just curious

SI MENTIONED SO PLS BE CAREFUL... * * * * * I don't know why I did it, I don't regret it, but I really don't pride myself on it either, I doubt I even need it. I'm referring to the *x* X (about the size ok a key on my keybord) on my pulse point and my "dark spots". I think there is something wrong w...

Be careful of possible trigs please I don't know why but I haven't been cutting, it not that all my problems have gone away or that I've decieded to quit but maybe my body has just had enough and pured itself of this demon (yea, right, I've only had it five yrs), its not that the pain has gone away,...

im so stressed out, its like everything is happeneing at once. EVERYthing. My ex-best friend (4 lack of a better word) and her new friends, who all tried to get me suspended, just wrote BILL IS A F@G across the lockers, they don't like him anymore, but he hasn't been talking to me because I said som...

I'm on my daughter's account. I tried to set up a log in on 1/9/05. My login name was MamaMia. I didn't get a confirmation e-mail and when I try to login I get an error message that my login or password are incorrect. Do you know what I should do?

I DONT KNOW WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ARENT YOU TALKING TO ME BILL I DONT KNOW IF I LOVE YOU (AS A FRIEND) OR HATE YOU

YOU CONFUSE THE HELL OUT OF ME!!!!!

whos going to give me money if I don't like it

(I do play an insturment, acoustic and electric guitar--learning to play piano)

But I'm just saying whooooo? Who who

<---Im an owl
never mind me I'm just being silly!

Ah! HELLO have a welcome Cow --->
I hope you will find comfort in BUS and hope it will be a good place to meet people and to vent!!!

Be safe!

im sure your not a failure, the only failure is when you don't get up and try again. You will be okay I'm sure. Your friend probably does not think you are a failure, but rather worries if you are okay.



Be safe, okay??

wow, I am going to save this and when I feel like I can't go on (which is often) I will read it!!!

I don't know this is so OT but :star: When I was in the hospital the nurse said that anything, SI, drugs, anything like that if you can go a MONTH (thats 30 days) it will started to decrease (meaning it will get easier and easier to go w/o it) :star: ANYthoughts? I always tell myself If I can make i...

I know EXACTLy what you mean about bringing your tool. It gives me a sense of sucrity like something to fall back on, when I don't bring it I think, what now, whats going to happen when I need it. at school I always allow myself what they called at my partial, self-appointed calm-down or time-out, I...

This was in WHAT COUNTS AS SEX ABUSE . But he did put pressure on me — no ultimatums or "if you really love me" stuff, but going a little bit further than I had previously said I was comfortable with. He always apologized after I told him to stop, but he kept doing it. Then one day things went too f...

I believe I am now over my attachment disorder (even though I was never diagnosed) I realized something was wrong when I refused to go out without my mom, not to the movies, or to the mall--I was just too scared when she wasn't there. At age 13 most kids think parents are out of style, especially ha...

I've seen that people have images in their signatures at the bottom, how is this done?

Amanda, I want you to know I'm not always going to be able to talk to you, but I do know youre there to talk to when I need it.--John I know how you are, but you can't save the world--Mrs. Lee Guidence counsler I finally realize that we are not going to become friends agai--Liz Amanda, it's okay to ...