bus

i went to see a new friend

i feel ambivelent

I've been asking everyone for advice to pile it together.
And I'm going to pray on. Pray hard.

many thanks

happy & tired

today I unloaded the dish washer just to give my mom a break

today I am proud of myself because I woke up before noon. I woke up at 10 am!

I forget who to submit pictures to to do a new avatar. so if anyone can send me in the right direction.

Tomorrow's getting harder, make no mistake Luck ain't even lucky, gotta make your own breaks It's my life And it's now or never I ain't gonna live forever I just wanna live while I'm alive My heart is like an open highway Like Frankie said, "I did it my way" I just wanna live while I'm alive 'Cause ...

I am proud of myself today because: I had a good first day at IOP I have been able to fight my many urges today I have gone almost the entire day without thinking about my ex I have cut back on the amount of cigs I have smoked I have been able to listen to songs that I used to associate with my rel...

proud

today I realized I could do it, because I resisted you.

oh okay. & its okay I don't desperately need anything deleted

when I'm on the main board & I make a post & no one has replies then I want to delete it how do I do that since the old button isn't there?

i tried. today that was all i could do

"If you loved me then why the fuck did you let me go? Cause it hurt so much I couldn't breathe. You broke my heart."

and it's right there, if I could just send it.

hurt

I'm obsessed with you and that's why I can't be friends.

Because I love you. You were the first person I loved. Because I go crazy. And you don't need me.

:dkpurpstar: you see, it's never bad enough to just leave or give up but, its never good enough to feel right Now I'm lying on the table with everything you said it will all catch up eventually well, it caught up and honestly the weight of my decisions were impossible to hold but they were never you...

desperate.
dependent.

but I'm calming myself down.