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This is probably written on here somewhere and I skimmed over it, if so then just point me in the right direction, but just out of curiosity how does one become a moderator of a board?

I am getting over it pretty much now but about a year ago I was too afraid to leave the house because I didn't know what to do if people talked to me, I was so afarid of that situation (prob. more than dying). People would ask what I as afraid of, I would just say "People"

*I wrote this last night after I had feelings that felt uncomfortable, 4 once it felt natural. There is mild lang (I think I dropped the F-bomb once) Dear Self-injury, I am mad right now, I am down-right pissed. I have a right to choose what I feel and those are the two feelings I choose to feel. Do...

its hard to be turned down especially when you put so much into loving a person. Just remember that you did everything you could, you can't make someone love you. And you are you, if he/she doesn't go for that then it wouldn't have worked out anyway because you have to be loved for yourself. "It tak...

I'm glad everyone is recognizing the little things that are improving. Depression will NEVER heal overnight but the road may become more visible if we acknowlage our little improvments (because in the end tehy add up)

I know what your going through in a way my razor is something that protects me and it's always there. It's almost an idol and SI is something (though done my 80% of my peers it would seem) is something I have all to myself, I almost feel if I took it away there wouldn't be anything left (*im recogni...

I wear short sleeves and for the most part have been met with kindness. My scars (even if only formed recently or 3 yrs ago) are something that I just don't feel like getting into to w/any stranger on the street. It's not that I'm ashamed when I go out if I wear short sleeves it just all depends on ...

I know how you feel, about 6 months or so ago when I went into the hospital SI had stopped working, it's tough because you are forced into coping skills, but maybe things will be getting better.

Name: AManda (vowsofsadness) currently trying to reduce SI :star: Motivation: Not a healthy coping skill :star: fav coping skills: Before questions, rubber band, music, coloring, breaking ice. :star: coping skills that work the least: drwing on myself, 3 minutes game, ice cubes in my hands :star: Sa...

This I figure is more for your own use then for a post, a little thing to make you more aware of whats going on, like a quick refrence. If you think there should be anyother questions added PM me or just put them on. You don't have to post your answers or any answers you are uncomfortable with. Name...

SI can be a curious thing for those people who do not partake in it, I remember a time when I was innocently curious about how someone could do this to themselves. If it makes you uncomfortable thell her so (or if its a He then him. Im sure its because she really cares. I am very open about SI (as i...

Thanks so much for posting...and for the hug I needed that

have you taken care of your physiacl wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. yes what had happened just before? I was in the shower and I turned up the music so I couldn't hear my mum and dad yeling what were you thinking and feeling? Thinking there was too mach yelling in my head that I wasn't ...

*****A VERY PRIVATE THOUGHT I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT



JOHN I THINK I AM FALLING FOR YOU
I DONT KNOW IF I HOPE OR HOPE NOT BUT I JUST NEED TO SAY IT AND SEE HOW IT FEELS.

I dont need a guy intruding on my life I need to focus on college and getting into Smith's. I dont need a relationship

Is there anywhay you could talk to a guidence counsler or something about how you are having problems with too much work in classes or are you in college?

i havent cut in a week or so, im having slight urges *doing this more to vent and understand urges* TRIGGERS * * * * * * * * Please be careful this may or may not trigger u *how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? ---I will have something to feel sad about (since I am happy, but ...

I know I am getting better today because I went to a roller rink yesterday and skated. I can't believe I auctually went out and didn't even complain the whole time.

hey good job!!!!

I know I am a step closer to getting better because...

I *wanted* to get up and get a shower today, I washed my hair and clothes!

sorry ur feeling so numb *hate when that happens* try getting with some friends watch a comedy try and make yourself start laughing keep, make yourself go out and do something that you used to liek. I dunno it is hard i kno