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everyone--Can you tell when I'm lying, can you tell I have no friends? I spend all my time alone, I know I've said that, but you say you will hang with me but you dont you leave me alone. I don't hold it against you, but I do not like being alone so much. Anyone-I DONT KNOW WHAT A FRIEND IS???? Bill...

I WISH I WASN'T FAT

I WISH I WAS SKINNY

I WISH I UNDERSTOOD MYSELF

I WISH I UNEDERSTOOD MY FRIENDS

I WISH I KNEW HOW TO MAKE FRIENDS

I WISH I WAS SOCIABLE AND SKINNY AND CUT BUT MORE I WISH I WAS SKINNY
SKINNNY
SKINNY

The things that limestone said are good. Personally the symptoms for me are that I feel like I am watching a movie from outside myself, I feel like things aren't real like when I am in a croweded hallway at scholl (it happens alot there) I feel as though I could walk right through people, as if noth...

oh, that makes sense. lol thankx

when people post and say "Bump" what does that mean?????

well there is a difference. If when you're always with this one friend you end up getting upset and cutting maybe avoiding putting yourself in the situation when you are weak is a good idea. Also things like a triggering movie you might avoid is a good idea. For important things that need to be delt...

I guess this is what to do if the board stops working? Well I should have to still use the questions (I have them printed up) or walk to grandmas or even just walk post in my xanga about how I am feeling. Call my Pdoc if emergency.

Hope u enjoy your new place!

I dont know which one to put this on but..

IM SORRY

TO EVERYONE (INCLUDING MYSELF)

FOR EVERYTHING I EVER DID (GOOD OR BAD)

i am just so sorry

*This is not SU* just me being confused

I went on psyke once and though it had proper warnings i looked at the pics and it scared me. ppl says it helps them stop others not, but I think it is better for everyone to have that rule because people may feel challenged though BUS has many rules i like it because I feel safe where as I feel ver...

thankx sorry its been down and all it sounds really cool.

is there somewhere I can get a counter for how long I haven't SI'ed that will work automatically. Or anything. I dunno....

I used to be called a "slut" and a "goth" all the time at school, it got to the point where I couldn't take it anymore. I knew I wasn't a slut but when everyone is saying it it will really pull you down. You have to remember taht you're not a slut, that they are doing this for attention or revenge, ...

i am... a person. A REAL person. i am not... SI. I am not evil. I am not "bad". i feel... a bit sad, often happy, i'm working on it. i want... To find myself. i need... love, kindness, understanding, support (especially from myself). i have... depression. I have friends and a loving family. I HAVE F...

fishnet it comes in just about every colro and gives teh appearance that you have no scars also people think more that you don't because they will think "well I could see through the fishnet" but inb some weird way u can't.

Just need to see this in writing trying to hold on how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? It will make it not better at least I know this now. It will make me lose my week and six days and everyone is so proud of me I want teh 2 week for them, and 4 me. what will hurting myself ...

your not weak you will find many people on BUS who self-injurea nd it is not a sign of weakness though it often feels as one. On this board there is a "Scarily Vast List Of Coping Skills" Go through and find the ones you like or ones you might want to try and write them down or remember them. Also t...

BILL I REALLY WANT U TO SEE THIS BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW I really need you I miss you so much. I know I've already lost you and I love you, we were once best bubbas now we're barely friends I don't know what to do to win you back. Maybe I'm being too Clingy but right now you're the only thing I have t...

I dunno how I feel about that apology letter. I guess I feel sorry that kid thought he had to do it. Was it really all just because of some patch? What the heck is he really that concerned, if he thought we needed that patch and was concerned or whatever why did he hack us, it's just such a stupid c...

wow u said it perfectly.

Lol thanks for the stickers comment it made me laugh

and thank you spaceman I think your right about that.