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Just wanted to update u guys about whats been hapening he IMed me today and we talked Me: so how have u been? Rye: Peachy. You? Me: pretty sucky the last two days but good today Rye: Yeah, i herd. But im glad your okay now. Me: Y what did u hear? Me: It wasnt that bad Rye: I dont know, sarah said yo...

I did text rye saying I was sorry for saing what i said but that I felt uncomfortable I hope that we could talk about what happened when we see eachother tomorrow. Usually he is afraid I will be upset taht he said something. I was sensitive and triggered taht night and though what he was saying didn...

*teary eyed*
just want to deal with this dont want to SI

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have you taken care of your physiacl wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. no. ill do that what had happened just before? exactly? *any necessary triggs here* Ryan: Ya , sarah is so fly Me: huh?? is that goo dor bad? Ryan: Good, i'd do her Me: eww. yucky Me: what makes u come to this decision...

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I wish today would be a great day and everyone would get along and I would find my hard rock cafe tee and my blue pants

In no specific order
-*Funny movies*
-Be around ppl (my friends)
-Scream and run (usually to grams house)
-Listen to music
-Text people randomly
-Talk to my dog take him for a walk
-Play with the neighbor kid or call & play w/Izabella
-do my homework
-Clean my room
-take a nap

BECAUSE I THEW EVERYTHING AWAY AND BURRIED EVERYTHING AND I HAVE THE SUPPORT OF MY FRIENDS!

Bill-Sometimes I get mad at you, and you get mad at me, but it happens. We're allowed to be angry, even at eachother, we will make it through.

Bridgett- I know. About the guy you like? I know. I know that sometimes the things I do scare you. I know.

Sarah-I dont like danny burns ! LOL jk

I do understand why we should find other support and in the past with my other friend who SI-s the calling thing worked for awhile until like you said we were both low or one was high (too happy) to deal with the otehr that was too low. I think I might mention to him about BUS if he's interested tah...

This question has come up many times in my life and i have no answer except to do the best I can so I wanted to get you're views advice, anything on the matter. As someone who SI's how do I help my friend who Si's? That was just the general statement. I am not currently SI-ing (6 days free) and my f...

I luv gumbands. Esp. if you may be like me where u feel the need to cut in a specific spot it can be manuvered to hit there. ALso it is descreet (SP I kno) and you put it on your arm and it's always there when you need it so you dont usually have to worry about forgetting it.

I have it on my arm. I think when I cut words it is because like almost word association where There is more meaning in it then just the word. I have had: FAT, DIE OR RUN, DIE, FAG, B*TCH, 15, UGLY and sum others but it's not important just kno that you aren't alone.

Thankx guys I do feel better it was good to read and hear from you. I am doing much better as of now--seems my head is more clear. I am glad taht I did what I did. 2 days SI free

My friend Bridg she inspires me and after a long talk, well I talked she just listened, about SI I felt almost inspired. I'm going camping this weekend. I cut really bad and I scared myself, I'm still a bit scared. I gave her my cut box and told her to hold onto it, I don't want to quit but I wanted...

Thankx!

Okay this doesn't have to do w/BUS but I've got a real problem. I accidently did something today and now my address bar is gone! I can't type anything in like www. I have to go to my home page and search for the site. I even went into tool and checked address bar but it didnt work

This si a great move! I gave up alcohol (I used to be like an alcoholic) and I must tell you at first it really SUCKS, but it getts better.

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