bus

I need this:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
Whew thanks

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNN LLLLLLLIIIIIIIIIIIKKKKKKKKKKKEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSS MMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEE! AAAAAAANNNNNNNNDDDDDDDD I LLLLLLLIIIIIKKKKKKEEEEEEE HHHHHHHHIIIIIIIMMMMMM TOOOOOOOOOOO.

bored

okay this is more of an annoucement:

I ALWAYS POST IN HERE ABOUT TELLING RYAN I LIKE HIM AND YESTERDAY NIGHT I DID. Go me

Happy
Relaxed
eased

That is nice, it is good to know you have found someone you can talk to!

sarah- i dont want to talk to you I just want to be angry at you and that is okay. I don't hate you I just hate teh situation I was in. I hate these IDEALS/IDEAS that make me WANT to hate you, but I don't hate you. I just need to be angry with you for a bit until I sort this out. Ryan- You're funny....

-giddy and a bit stupid

I wish I knew the right thing to do.

I wish I knew if ryan liked me or not 100% for sure and i didn't rethink all of his actions.

im going to post a new one because my old ones dont work/outdated -Talk to Ryan (angry or sad) -Turn music up real loud and sing (Angry mainly sometimes sad) -Take a walk (angry) Go to grandmas (sad) -Write in xanga or post on bus (angry/sad) -Talk to Kara (sad) -Throw ice and break it (angry) -bake...

happy
calm
exhausted

very very very very very happy

calmer, ...finally, calmer.........

I have calmed down but I think I will remember your idea for ripping things up

playdough
stress ball
mix tape of fav songs
book of word searches/crosswords
gum bands
coloring books crayons
nail polish (cant do anything until your nails dry)
a cuddly doll or w/e soft
a favorite happy movie
encouraging phases or nice notes
good scented candle
make up

Yeah the anger seems to come in waves and I think its because I let it get to me and I start thinking about it then my thoughts go out of control

ENRAGED
betrayed
confused
disillusioned (slightly)
Helpless
CONFUSED AND ANGRY
overall upset I guess.........

Right now Im angrier than I have ever been in my life. I just i cant even talk without stutteing im so angry I cuss in everyline (I am trying to keep this clean) I am saying things that mean so much right now it scares me, I have been crying. The thing that made me angry happened at 7:30 this mornin...

im scared

scared
lonely
alone