bus

hmmm good, energetic, cute (*THANK YOU KARA!!!)

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHY CANT THINGS EVER WORK OUT HOW I WANT THEM TO? WHEN CAN I BE HAPPY? WHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN??????????????

urgey

The first couple times I tried to stop I didn't throw away my tools, too much o an emotional attachment. When I started to get serious I gave my ones to my really REALLY good friend (the ones taht I carry with me) then I went home and clean out EVERYTHING in my room that I had used for self injury o...

I'm not feeling right now, I'm afarid if I do it will feel sad. I don't know what I am supposed to feel.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SO ANGRY AND CONFUSED.

Why do I make anger and confusion into the same subject?

Ryan, cheeseburger, this is your French Fry, I know I asked for hugs for my birthday, but here's what i want, I'll be specific ((I know this is too much to ask for, but hey this is my world)), I want you to take June 23, my Birthday off, and I want you to come to my house and spend the day with me, ...

Ryan- French Fry, I like you, I know you know, but I want to tell you again. I want to get to know you better. Manda, go out with me....? Ahh I could only dream he'd ask me out, lol, too much competition to fight with. Sarah- Though I am not wrong for doing what I did, I was unfair and didn't consid...

Yeah it is kind of sucky. But I have noticed sometimes it goes away in a few days or hours other times not so fast

I know depression makes you do this and I try not to talk about it but I think I should so that it will go away. i shouldn't pretend that I am all alone in this. Okay here goes.... Do you ever get happy and do things and you don't regret them, they are little things, but later on when you are depres...

i am... me i am not... bad, cocky, ugly, concieted i feel...sad (atm), tired, unsure, insecure (BUT I AM NOT THESE THINGS I ONLY fEel THEM) i want... to start today over, to have something to do, Ryan to like me even more than he already does i need... reassurence, something to do i have... a couple...

very tired

unsure

Insecure

INSECURE!

i have two things one is old and one is new

Old:
A few days ago I told Ryan I liked him and he said he kinda liked me also

New:
I was out in the sun having a good time listening to music !!!!!! Yay! That makes me happy.

disappointed

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH YESSSSSSSSSSS

happy
excited

KISSES

VERY FRUSTRAITED!

I wish that what ryan gets for me for my bday is kisses and hugs!

FAT