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I don't know who you are, but why did you do it? Why? I am doing so well couldn't you have talked about that? You know what you're plan failed. And when i find you you're gonna wish you were never born.

Hey welcome to BUS, sorry you're feeling a bit down. You know what I do sometimes when I'm a bit down? I talk to my friends and tell them to tell me funny jokes or stories.

my stomach is upset
My cast is hot
my morphine wore off
and I wish I wasn't feelin down

wow. Im so sorry. Your poem is very good. I hope you will get through this hard time. **********HUGS IF WANTED**********

dont feel weird. Though I hate to admit it many times I have cut just to see scars on my arms, in fact it may just be one of teh things I miss, but I would lie and say "oh no it was because .........blah blah". It wasn't the only reason I cut i'm just saying taht sometimes it was. I'm sorry your fee...

Yeah I think if I can deal with it and become okay with myself then it won't hurt me. And I should say so what if they laugh. It is not something to laugh about. That is mean. i shouldn't care so much what they think when I'm not even friends with them, when I dont even see them most of the time. I ...

Hmmm I feel energetic
exited
happy
sunburned
slightly worried about surgery
wanting (that is wanting ryan)

embarrassed
worried
godddddddd why does this have to ruin me?

Ryan, I just can't take this shit anymore, knowing not knowing, you said you liked me, I said I liked you, what the hell are we doing. I'm scared. Can we just say what we mean right now? CAN WE PLEASE JUST SAY WHAT WE MEAN RIGHT NOW!?!?!?!?!?!?! I need to know, I can't stand not understanding and no...

lol emoticons are fun!

OMG I have P!nk busses lets throw a party!!!!!!!!

Kind of down
still questioning
down and questioning
down
down
down
but not depressed

Thank you so much for responding andf i have made it through. Yeah I don't think that they know but it is true that sometimes it's hard not to be paranoid.

*********************LA TRIGGS, No SI trigg****************** ******************LA TRIGGS******************** whore whore whore why did they choose that word? It seems almost dilberate, though I know it is not. Whore whore Whore It bugs me so much, everytime someone says it I think "Omg they know," ...

Angry and hurt
but mostly angry

very questioning
very akward
awkward
w/e

Hey I've had friends joke about my cutting and it hurts really bad. I want to just scream at them and ask them why they can't just support me? But you know what sometimes people don't understand. I sat one of my friends down and had a real talk about why they were doing this and what they thought th...

Relaxed and lazy...finally