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I found this on www.nationaleatingdisorders.org a bit tacky, but you never know. 10 Things You Can Do to Get Real 1. Create a list of all the things you like about who you are, read it, and add to it often. 2.Don’t let your weight or shape keep you from participating in activities that you enjoy. 3....

-sometimes I still think about anthony

- I didn't know what abbacrombie and Fitch was until LFO sang that "summer girls" song or whatever.

-I may have an eating disorder, but I refuse to believe it.

FEBRUARY 22 2007 This post has been edited. See below. Okay so there is a site I know some of us have come across called Post Secret and I think it's very neat. So I am trying this out (my friend on her blogg posts small secrets every sunday and I have begun this too) so just put proper spoilers an...

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Where I want to cut I write in red: If you show your pain here they will only see your mistake because if I cut no one will see, "Oh she is hurting inside, she was at a bad spot" they won't see WHAT was wrong only WHAT I DID about it. I have a big thing with not "kicking people when they're down" it...

I wish I like who I was all the time I wish I was this incredible amazing person who made people feel good I wish I cold get this cast off now I wish I didn't feel down so often I wish I didn't sleep so much I wish I knew how to handle money and friends I wish I could deal with this situation in the...

sad
scared
very very tired

depression about Ryan
hapiness about friday

Hey just checkin up wondering how it went.

Hope your okay.

Vows

snapping rubber bands
coloring or scribbling (even on ur arms with washable marker)
exercise (if your into that thing)
taking a walk

I wish I have a good day
I wish my gram has a good day
I wish my moms knee stops hurting

It depends I certainly don't think cutters should have to hide their scars if it is NOT their choice. It may be scary at first but I don't cover up my scars. ON THE OTHER HAND if you have recent wounds (meaning they are not scars they are cuts) then its just my personal opinnion that you should cove...

I'm bad at putting pictures in here, but mine is carboard box that's purple, its made for pictures, the inside is black. yay me

I wish ryan would talk to me (I dont want to IM him beacause I am afriad to bug him). I REALLY REALLY wish me and ryan would talk about whats going on, even if it's like "Amanda I changed my mind, I'm not that into you" at least I would know. I wish for CLOSURE I wish I would lose 30 pounds (god tha...

Well i'm not too good with my suicidal thoughts myself, but I have some some suggestions Write a list of things you wwould miss (even if it's as simple as "playing w/my dog" etc.), things you like (even if you only like them a little bit), or things you still want to do. You could go out, listen to ...

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exhausted
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tired

happy
scared, always scared.
content
smiling on the inside

yeah I am having a better day today thanks I had a bday party and so lots of people visited

lol it is nice to hear from someone

I feel kinda scared and needy. It's no emergency, could someone just tell me a story, any kind of story, tell me about your day or a joke, just someone to keep me company, I have a cast on and during the day i am left home alone and I can't really go anywhere. It gets me down so, just anything would...