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I think if I show you too much attention you'll lose interest in me, so sometimes I just ignore you.

I couldn't sleep so they gave me sleeping pills. Then I slept. When I took them I slept WAY too much. Then I started abusing them to get high. Then I decided to stop. I couldn't sleep because I had to get used to being off them. So when I finally did I slept like a charm. Now I'm back to normal. Whi...

I like this thread. Sometimes if I've worked really hard, after I pay all my bills I try to put aside some money each month or paycheck to save up for something I might want. The anticipation makes me work harder because the harder I work the more money I earn, thus more put aside. Then even though ...

Hey there, dropping in. Glad to hear you are feeling good. I know what you mean though, I often feel apprehensive when I feel overly good or good for "too long" wondering when the floor will drop from under me. But I encourage you to enjoy you're happiness for as long as you can. best of wishes :red...

I picked a fight cause I was using, because I was insecure.

I'm better off without you.

This ain't a song for the brokenhearted No silent prayer for the faith departed And I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd You're gonna hear my voice when I shout it out loud It's my life It's now or never I ain't gonna live forever I just wanna live while I'm alive My heart is like an open highw...

Strong.

*screaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam*

infinitly lonely

just used this to help with my panic attack

hurt. disappointed. envious.

blessed

I'm tired of being around the heroin, & the painkillers, & the weed.
And I know I'm supposed to be better than that, I was supposed to be the good one who helped him after rehab, but I did it. I tried it. I caved.

Well I've taken to finding things in the lost & found at work & returning them.
I called a pastor about a bible left
sent and ID to the next state back to its owner
called a library about a found book

I slept with my ex to try to get him back. He said thanks. Not exactly what I wanted to hear.

today I won't drink
& today I won't dismiss my not drinking by saying it's just because I have work (I've drank at work & before work before).
& today I won't worry about the drugs. I'll just say this one thing.
Today I wont drink.