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Last night they were wispering about me and I thought maybe I was sharing my mind w/someone else because there were two ppl's thoughts in my head, mine and someone elses, much like mine, but not mine. When People scream or I hear loud noises they scream in my head and I can't think. *SI* Sometimes I...

Thank you so much. I have been very much restricting my intake and now I realize that will only lead me to binge cause I will get so hungry. You advice and tips are very good and I am going to try it out. It's good to know it can be done if I just try hard enough. Thanks so much!

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I know this is kind of a dumb question. But I have only recently admitted that I have a problem and now I want to stop (i think). I just don't even know where to begin. I don't even know what it is I have to stop.

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Pm's Ok *ED* * * * * * -I told my friends I was going to try to stop. But then I thought "I didn't say WHEN I was ging to try to stop" so I have just slowed down and become more secritive and talk about stopping more but I haven't stopped. I haven't changed. And I don't know how to stop. Where do yo...

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-I feel fat all the time, I didn't used to but now I can't SHAKE the feeling ever it tourments me. Everytime I eat I wonder, "Is this a binge" and even if it isn't I think "how am I going to not purge this" I wish for 5 seconds I stop thinking about purging

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Question about this thread: Are we allowed to comment on people's secrets, via PM or whatever? Or ask for responses?

Everyone please read first post I explained everything there.

I'm sorry for what I've become, but how can I stop. I would do anything to be skinny, and why? Him. All the him's. I think "If I could just show him, one last glimpse of what he's missing, maybe then he'd see." I just want this so bad and I would do ANYTHING for it, anything I had to. I'm desperate,...

*Comments are Fine-PM* * *ED* * * I need to talk about this somewhere, so I am putting it in here* * * * * * * Okay, so I have lost some weight and look a bit better (weight wise) I bought a new bathing suit and for once in my life I don't care if some of my stomach is showing, BUT I feel so damn gu...

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uplifted slightly

glad I am not depressed

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on the good side of okay, which I like

~Even though i say i've had a girlfriend for a week i never really did ~I've only had one relationship it was with my ex who was mildly abusive (not in a physical way) *SEX TRIGGS* * * * * * * * * * * - My ex used to force me to give him hand jobs and I'd cry, he's touch me too down there even thoug...

roseblum15, to answer your question just post a new one, or if you want you may go back and edit your old one, whichever you prefer. *Comments are fine-PM* -Last night Ryan called on accident. He didn't know his home phone had called me and I could hear him and Brandyn and Jon talking, and for a few...

Thanks guys.

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I wish me and Rye would have found that E and shared it and we would have F*cked eachother. At least I would have had something, got something out of this.
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I believe I've heard about a health forum on BUS mentioned and I am currently struggling with weight and eating issues I was wondering if I could get acess to this forum? J/w.

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*Comments are fine-PM* -We made a club and I didn't let my best friend in, her petition to join was questioned by the group and eventually denied saying she just wasn't Spanky (that's the name of the "gang") "material". People who have petitioned to become a memeber after have already been accepted ...