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PMs would be nice *Sex triggs* I do things just because I'm afraid to look back and see things I didn't do. Which means I do a lot of bad things, just so I wont miss out. Cause I look at my childhood and hate regretting not doing things. I would sleep with this guy I gave my number to tonight just b...

i'm leading someone on....because someone led me on

pms ok *and maybe even preferred And now my dear friend sarah and her mom is very homophobic and her mom knows Im bi, but doesn't know sarahs bi. But my friend has a bigger secret--she has a crush on me. And she thinks no one knows. I know my friends secret cause I'm sneaky and sly, she hasn't even ...

i read my friends secret blog (one she doesn't know i know about) and she has a crush on me which makes me queezy

try most things once

I allow myself to cut once a day, at night before I go to bed. It auctually works to make me cut less.

I just want to post a little reminder I think is getting lost or skipped over so no one feel bad or get offended. It is just a reminder to freshen up. *EDIT*IMPORTANT PLEASE READ* If you would like comments please state so at the top of your post, by putting *Please Comment-PM*, *Comments PM* If you...

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when you say "tell stories" I assume that is you tell about the week, not lies that you make up kind of stories? I think maybe your doctor thereapist may already know about your attempts to test her and by staying is trying to challenge these thoughts and show you that she will be constant. But that...

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*all Trigs* (Just too lazy to sort them out right now) PM's are welcome :star: I have at least 4 valid ways to kill my mom, and she keeps giving me more reasons to do it. I think I am lacking reasoning. :star: I get blamed for everything because I have a mental illness and I just let it go. I've bec...

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Hey I think I want a new avatar. I have it now how do I get it as an avatar?

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my friends and me going to go swimming

maybe going to Hawthorne Heights concert in November?

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hey just wanted to say excellent idea. I am infact going to try it!

excited WARPED TOUR soon yeayyyyyyyyyyyy

belonging? is taht a word? Belonged?

I dont want sarah to come to warped tour w/me and bill even though origionally me and sarah were the only ones going. Bringing her is like bringing your mother or your litte sister. *sigh* I guess I will just have to deal. Me and bill want to get fucked at the concert. I am just looking for a hot gi...

Pm's ok

I saw my uncle die.

Nobody buy my mom knows I'm DNR (Do No Resusitate).

I'm so sorry.