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I have an update on the first post.

Chris:

Look me in the eyes again....I think this is it.

You see what youre seeing? Do you feel what youre feeling? Can we share this for a little longer?

And I never want to give your jacket back, it's warmth is just what I need to get you through.

*****PMS PLEASE***** Last night at homecoming I fell for a *boy*, and we kept just staring at eachothers eyes. We're both so weird. He was with my friend, but they werent *togather* if you know what I mean. I still felt akward, but I was upfront about it with her, her name was Kristal, and I were we...

I stole broken glass from the chem lab

oh the thrill

im scared

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHY FUCK MAN FUCK

scared. I cry to eaily. Scared. weird

PM'S OK

im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry
im scared
im sad

PM's OK I have a crush (i think) on one of my female teachers (I'm bi), but I just call it taht for lack of a better word. I have had her now for 2 1/2 years for history and civics. How I really feel is hard to explain. I wish she was my mom. I wish she was an older friend. A mentour. Everything she...

*SI* I put pictures of my arm after I cut on my xanga and then my friend ended up finding it and commenting on it on her blogg, stating "So Ijust went to my bestfriend/crush's xanga tonight." So my friend printed it out to show me how she was writing about me again. I accidently left it by the compu...

PMs OK I'm not okay. I'm not okay. I'm not okay. I don't know. I cry at everything now. Even though I am on the zoloft. I feel everyone is trying to just take that last stab at me. Every disappointment is more than a let down it is a test to see, and everyone is watching and waiting. I wasn't okay w...

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Name: Vows Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI: No, and I'm not sure why not. If so what is your motivation: absent Favorite coping skills: Books, going out, friends TV Coping skills that work the least: ice Safe places you can go: ? ask sarah to hang out or becky or kara Identify stresso...

okay, for once okay. Missing my friends in ways that are foreign to me.

PMs are okay Im 16. I always asscoiated that age with cars and sex. Like 16 + car = sex. I always told myself. Well I'm not saying i have to do it and blah blah I might wait until marriage. Then I got close to having sex when I was 13ish 14 and my friends were like OMG NO you're too young and I didn...

I have been waiting by the phone.

My heart races everytime it rings.

Still you haven't called back.


I can't help but see so many mistakes and flaws in your absence.

One of us is a liar, and I don't think it's me cause I played the dreamer.

*sex* * *Comments are fine-PM * I just met him but I am so desperate. I am 16 and he is 20. I was SAed in my last relationship about 2 years ago, so I am not one for sexual activity. But when I see him, I want to give him a BJ. Or let him fuck me. I don't want him to leave for someone older, and I d...

I used to have a hard time with hygene when I was depressed. I just couldnt get myself to get up and do it.