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Today is my birthday
and I wished my mom didn't have Multiple Scholerosis not so she would be better and out of the hospital, but so I would at least get some birthday attention

Once, after I got out of the hospital I wasn't allowed to see my baby cousin because the thought I might cut her. I know it's hard but you just have to educate these people and tell them how well you have been doing w/o si!

http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?t=34500

This is "A Scarily vast list of coping skills"

Go there it will be a big help, it has well over 200 ideas to help you

:star: What motivates you to try a coping thing instead of si'ing? I quit SIing and I don't want to start again because it snowballs, but times like these I am SO damn tempted :star: If you had to move twice to cope i.e. move your body, what would you do? Go upstairs and watch a beautiful disney mov...

lol just looking and was surprised to see my thread on here, guess it's a small world!

Vows

hmmm sounds interesting. I will have to check it out sometime

*LANG TRIGGS* I FEEL (LIKE): an idiot a stalker a faggot depressed worthless dumb tired an asshole I'm retarded a bad daughter a lost friend a stalker a stalker a stalker a criminal a loser a freak I'm alone I lost it all I'm empty I'm invisible I'm too visible I'm lost I'm lost I'm lost I'm lost bu...

Okay guys remember to read the first post if your new. You can not comment on anyone's secret unless they have told you that PM's are okay in which case you PM the person to talk.

can I get acess to the debates forum?

Name: vows Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI: stopped If so what is your motivation: No scars, no drama, love myself and god Favorite coping skills: The bible, going to Liz's house, leaving to calm down, being alone. Coping skills that work the least: cutting Safe places you can go: Liz'...

good post! Thanks

HAPPY!

I wanna make out with nicole! YEs!

i had fun I had friends family a tan
Hung out with nicole and bill

its like I can breathe a sigh of relief

its good to know I'm not alone

Though I will be seventeen in a few days I grow closer and closer to age five. See within the past two years I have almost reverted back to a child. I take comfort in coloring, my mom, disney movies, teddy bears, kids toys. For my birthday I had a princess barbie cake. I have even begun to act child...

Liz
my teddy bear (which is lost right now )
disney movies
my mom
crayons

I have to go away. I have to get myself out of the situation. If I'm out somewhere I usually go to a bathroom stall, to my home bathroom, to my closet or my room. Somewhere quiet or loud if I turn up the radio. Get it all out by myself, then go over a friends house or call someone

got to LOVE cartman!