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I have seen you post about this before but I wasn't sure what to say. If it was me, and I say this because I only know who I am and not the entirety of your situation, but I would look for new therapists. CBT has been wonderful help for me, but what kind of help is it if you can't go? Same with your...

we are tenacious, resilient, empathetic.
we reach out to people because we have been there before.

FAKE

i want to give up,
but i'm one of those people that never does, ever.

And it kills me to keep picking up & being "fine" day after day.
when really i just want to lay in my bed and play dead.

i am... fat. scared. bored. dull. crazy. reckless. i am not... doing the things I should be. i feel... confused. fake. blank. i want... to feel better. i need... jonnycakes back i have... a lot in the way of friends. if I would really think about it i love... being around people. being out. being re...

i have been thinking about purging again.

*sigh*

TO MY SISTER: If you were a wink, I'd be a nod If you were a seed, well I'd be a pod. If you were the floor, I'd wanna be the rug And if you were a kiss, I know I'd be a hug All I want is you, will you be my bride Take me by the hand and stand by my side All I want is you, will you stay with me? Hol...

honestly???

Because I was tired lol. And I thought "That will be a whole production that could take at least an hour or more, that's cutting into my sleep time!"

And I fell asleep.

And I must admit the sleep was wayyyyyyy better than si would have been.

THIS WILL NEVER WORK ASSHOLE!

And now work sucks.

we'll me & I and J aren't going to take it!


SERENITY NOW!!!! hahaha

i wish i could help my friends
and myself

i love to make lists too. its almost an obsession. I thought I was the only one!

I just want to say

My worth is not based on me not having a license.

My worth should be based on actions and character.

So I'm sorry you're such a bitch about this.

Green Day- Jesus Of Suburbia Dearly beloved, are you listening? I can't remember a word that you were saying Are we demented or am I disturbed? The space that's in between insane and insecure Oh therapy, can you please fill the void? Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed? Nobody's perfect and I stand...

my feet are killing me. im tired of walking. I just want my mom to want me to be a part of this family. I want to get rides everywhere like my brother does. I don't want to work all day and walk home. its tough.

i just really feel hurt

i feel frustrated to the point of tears.

introverted

Handlebars by Flobots I can ride my bike with no handlebars No handlebars No handlebars Look at me, look at me hands in the air like it’s good to be ALIVE and I’m a famous rapper even when the paths are all crookedy I can show you how to do-si-do I can show you how to scratch a record I can take apa...

a zombie

DECISION MAKING WORKSHEET When you are faced with an important decision, who do you turn to for good advice and reliable information? List as many peopel (or sources) as you can. How do you know when the information someone gives you (or you find for yourself) is reliable and complete? Have you eve...

Decision Making WHY PEOPLE POSTPNE PROBLEM SLOVING 1: FEAR OF MAKING A MISTAKE Why don't people just make up their minds to solve their problems and move on? Many people do just that. But others put off solving problems for a number of reasons. One common reason is the fear of making a mistake. Bec...