bus

Medicine. Because when I actually take it it actually works.

getting stuff done.

self-discovery.

taking a chance.

You Won't Know- Brand New

So believe in me.
You think I'll let you down,
Well I won't.
They can fire everything they've got
What do you think? I'm sunk?
I will float on and on.

I stood up for myself.

smitten


for once in my life. Smitten

I am grateful for being able to go back to work.

confused!!!

contemplative.

I fear that people like me are a dying breed.
and they are dying fast.

When my boyfriend died it was so hard. I cried nonstop for a week, I didn't even leave my room. I couldn't even stand to think about the loss. But I noticed, with time, it became bareable. Maybe one thing I could think of and be fine and the next I would cry. Until one day I noticed I hadn't cried a...

I don't know how bad it is but I've gone to the ER for emotional reasons seeking IP and have ended up in rehab. But also sometimes you can look around and call rehabs and they may have some advice for you.

Stay strong,
Amanda

I'm worried I could have saved Jonny.

I'm worried about going back to school.

I'm worried I'll never find love

I'll PM you

happy.

a prison psychologist.... that's what I really really want to be. But I suppose that would take a lot more than 5 years time, but I mean best case senario lol.

like the lonliest person in the world

Good To know if I ever need attention all I have to do is die - Brand New We burn their gallows they erect, and cut the nooses they tie for our necks. You constantly make it impossible to make conversation. Keep us comatose but audible. And I like it the farther I get out. We pass it off but it's al...

i went out of my room & even out of the house (which is becoming increasingly hard for me)

and! I started cleaning out my changing room (or what I like to call "the hole" where I throw every clothes item I want out of my sight).

yay go me

content but nervous

in the mood to clean! lol

surprise surprise my secret is about the same person as the last secret I posted was about so lets just make this blunt

I've fallen for my best friend & she is taken.
and I'm sure there is some reason I am a horrible person because of it

I sunk some shots when me and my friend were practicing for the beer pong tournament.

Hey it's the little things that count!