bus

I went to my appointment

upset but slowly getting better.

I talked about it.

Because even though I was upset I went out with Bill & I laughed about it, because he made me laugh even though its serious.

And if you try to take that from me well I'll never be the same Trainwreck, that I am And I am what I am what I am What I am, a trainwreck, that I am And I am what I am what I am What I am, a trainwreck And as long as it's okay with you I think I'll stay right here I got no where to go cause where t...

Better.

Slowly better

have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. what had happened just before? I hyperventillated. I paniced. Me & my Bf fought for the first time. what were you thinking and feeling? I felt sad. I felt like I lost my best friend. I felt like I had no one to talk to...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SO FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!
so hurt

I feel sick to my stomach thinking about us not talking... and yet I still can't reach out and talk to you. You're my best friend, my boyfriend, yesterday you said you would be with me forever, that you loved me infinitly... and today you tell me not to talk to you. It hurts so bad. "I wish I could ...

desperate
depressed
despondent

back pain

not like myself

i am...
sitting. thinking.

i am not...
proud

i feel...
odd

i want...
to feel back to normal

i need...
to just sleep

i have...
work to do

i love...
Ryan

i hate...
feeling like this

I went to class

MOM I am dating him. I am dating Ryan. And I can't even tell you, you the person any girl wants to tell they are sharing their life with someone. It's because I see that me and Jon's relationship wasn't the best, but I can now see what parts I did to contribute to that. And I let you dictate my rela...

I DID MY WHOLE ESSAY!!!! and its not even due till like a week or two!

alive.

happy.


giddy

lol

I've tried to talk to you, to tell you how you make me feel. And I know we just can't talk. But I'm finally just saying it, even though you're my mom I'm never going to let you hold me down again. If I let you hold me down from college, then I risk my future. I risk you holding down the rest of my l...

hurt but strong.

I am proud of myself today because I did the right thing and apologized. Because I was wrong. And I don't care if people think I'm two faced. I feel better. Because I was sorry. So I said I was sorry.