bus

musically blessed

Because I stood up for myself & I didn't cave because i took the initative to say yes, I love you, but this was our deal & for my health & the health of this relationship I can't settle for anything less.

And it worked. I think...

even with the loss of my friend I have decided this time not to let my world stop. I will be a stronger person for the people who feel the way I've felt with the losses of so many, because it's like now I finally get it. Finally I'm not going to internalize it.

droned.
empty

empty

I went to class!

I have a tattoo. It's around my wrist.

My mom doesn't know.

We live together.
I was going to tell her, but the longer I wait the harder/scarier it is to tell her.

overly sensitive

I exercised

good. this weather is amazing!

Despite my boyfriends addiction to a very hard drug I haven't done it nor have I gone back to my drug of choice. And in fact I haven't drank to cope with it. Which I guess I never really notice because I focus so much on him getting clean & his wins & losses, that I forget a year ago in this situati...

calm... finally calm

I failed out of college... again.
I'm madly in love with a heroin addict...
no one knows.
I want to marry him. He asked me before & I said we'd discuss it later.
I know I'm only 19, but now is later.
I hope he doesn't go to jail.

i am... Amanda. I am trying as hard as I can. I am reaching out for help. I am. I am. i am not... A hurtful person. I am not always wrong. I am not going to take this... for much longer. i feel... like I cried so long & hard I'm a calm empty i want... my bf to be clean. for him to stop using. for us...

You wont know- brand new Hey, hey, hey, Mr. Hangman, You go get your rope Your daughters weren't careful, I fear that I am a slippery slope Now even if I lay my head down at night After a day I got perfectly right... She won't know... She won't know... So pray little Kay loves God on a good day, And...

God, please help me

I had girl I knew she grew became a woman now I think that she teaches at one of the schools downtown, we used to roll the windows down and play the music loud smoking out in her car Lost in west Omaha, and we’d get drunk and kiss our bodies twist like shoe laces. And we never came untied; I guess y...

Because I put my foot down. & told him where i stand

helpless

anxious