bus

like a bad person

it just keeps getting worse

like I'm having a break down


i'm so lonely it physically hurts.

Oh, isn't that what it all comes down to. Isn't that what it's ALL REALLY about? "YOU DON'T DO ANYTHING FOR THIS FAMILY" "YOU DON'T DO ANYTHING AROUND THIS HOUSE" Why don't we just get it framed so we can look at it every day. Then whenever ANYTHING goes wrong or whenever there is ANY family respons...

*bawl*

I'm afraid while you're in rehab fixing your life I'll be left behind.

scared

Why didn't you tell me you were with her? A girl just isn't any girl when she's someone you used to be involved with. When she was the one that first got you into this mess.

I love you so much I just want the you back that I had before

my brother. I've been spending more time at home. I couldn't imagine being an only child. It's like I always know he's going to be home so if I want to stay home I have someone to watch TV with, joke with, complain to, or play video games with. And to think when we were kids I hated him lol :D :tong...

I worry I don't do enough. I always have.

:star: even if I want to go to bed I wait up till midnight when you get off work (or I turn my text alert on to an alarm ringtone so it will wake me up) so that we can have a "wind down the day conversation" you know, how was work, how was your day, and always the I love you. :star: I realized from ...

i've put on some weight, a couple of pounds, but i think that's okay? :-? yup :) good. i'm trying to convince myself and it's somehow working. i guess my secret is that i skipped a period which never happens so it's good i'm gaining the weight a lost. i must look healthier. okay, trying to be okay ...

when we first met you said you wanted to marry me. I said wait until at least one year, then we could talk about it. I believe I specifically said we could cross that bridge when we come to it, in a year. Well it's been three months and I just want to say that while I still think it's a LONG LONG ro...

Because I'm selfish enough to wanna get better But I'm backwards enough not to take any steps to get there And when you realize it's a pattern & not a phase It's what you've become & it's what you will stay That's ballgame 'Cause I don't got room in my life for anyone else And I've driven away all ...

i did my essay

really sick on the inside

Day and night I toss and turn, I keep stressing my mind, mind I look for peace but see I don't attain What I need for keeps this silly game we play, play Now look at this Madness to magnet keeps attracting me, me I try to run but see I'm not that fast I think I'm first but surely finish last, last -...

hungrrrrrrrrry but im too lazy to go downstairs to eat. & I don't feel like eating at 2:45 am

happpppppppppppyyyyyyyyyyy

Today it hurt me that you said I was acting weird & retarded. Sometimes you get this look in your face like you love me, but you can't deal with me at that moment. I used to get that look when I had to take care of my ex, when I had to baby her, and I would think I'm too fucking young to do this. It...