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Mom- i cannot wait untill i turn 18 and get the F**K out of your gay house and i won't have to use YOUR phone. Oh and thanks for making me stay up all night to do the chores you didn't do....and even longer to do my home work....i love that ... NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

Jerod- i like you but i'm just not ready me and mike just got done i made Kalee angry and i feel like shit...you are still with krystal right? then why did you kiss me? I feel like a slut and i know someone thinks i am one...i don't understand myself..so how can you? Mike- you haven't emailed me ba...

have you taken care of your physiacl wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. -Yes...it stung when i cleaned them...but they're all good what had happened just before? -e*mailed Mike saying that i'm srewing up his life so he should forget about me....and that i truely love him...but love isn't e...

Mom- I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT MAKES MISTAKES YOU KNOW!!! I'VE BEEN TRYING SOOO HARD AND ALL I GET IS THE "I WISH YOU WERE A BETTER KID" SH*T!!!! COMPARED TO OTHER PPL IN THIS TOWN I'M AN ANGEL DAMN IT! Dad- I'M NOT A SLUT I DIDN'T SLEEP WITH ANYONE AND I'M SORRY THAT I DRANK...I REALLY AM!!!! Rob-...

Today would have been 14 sweet weeks of no *si*...but you know...i failed...FAILED!!!!!!!!! I had a slip up and cut...and i think i might have an *ed* every one says i do.....

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I've been 13 weeks and 6 days free of *SI* and now taking that spot is *ed*....i don't think it is an *ed* b/c i just don't eat much and if i do, i take diet pills... i'm on 18 a day about...yesterday i only took 9 so yeah...and the day before that i took 5. But i guess things aren't going the way ...

I hate when nothing gets better at that moment...but it will soon i promise! I stopped si b/c i wanted to...but it all went down hill...but now i'm doing okay. I replaced si with writing...but now i'm not doing so good..now i have an *ed* ... fun stuff...not...but i am here for you AT ALL TIMES!!! ...

It's been 13 weeks since the last time I cut...good right? Well no so good when i can't relieve me pain...well it seems like i can't. I don't know what to do honestly. I mean...i have soooooooooo much crap going on...with *ed* and stuff. Now i'm limiting what I eat...and taking diet pills...staying...

I am involved with a church yes, and I do talk to them. It's been kinda helping...last night i cried for hours asking for forgivness, and repenting, and ...i was soooooooooo close to losing my 12 weeks. I had the knife at my arm...but didn't press it down, or pull it across....thank the Lord. Thank...

It's been 12 weeks today that I've been *SI* free...but i don't feel good about it. I don't know why...i just don't. I miss it...no joke. I miss it SOOOOOOOOO bad! I used to not eat for days and take diet pills on top of that. I miss it so much b/c i have so much hurt. I'm turning to God...but my h...

I totally know how you feel. It's crazy that someone else feels the same way i do!!!!! You encouraged me. I'm on 12 weeks free of *SI* and OHHHHHHHHH do i miss it!!!!

I have been through hell and back...then back agian... I used to have an *ed* and i used to *si* (12 weeks tomorrow free of *si*), and I used to take *dp* (diet pills). Now i feel nothing about my si record...12 weeks tomorrow....what the heck..shouldn't i feel GREAT!?!?!?!?!?!? I'm really confused...