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Did I make this happen? Did all my worrying and saying this would happen make it happen? Are we cool? I wish there was some way of you telling me that we are cool, I suspect we are but I would so like to have confirmation. You know I like confirmation, reassurance... It makes me so sad :blfrwn: to s...

I'll just add: I feel like I'm in a vortex between "Needing to/ending up sh" and "Being independent and able to cope with whatever life throws at me"... And I can't go back to sh, not after everything I've been through. It's taken me about 10 years just to get this far! At the same time though, I'm ...

I sometimes wonder if I'm trying too hard to be ok. That maybe I should relax and not think about surviving without sh daily. It is daily at the moment... I'm not talking to one of my friends at the moment, or at least I don't think we're talking... It's not so much that we fell out, I think it's mo...

It's ok I think I found them it's quite funny actually, reading me whine about exams *is glad it's over*

Hey I thought it would be quite interesting to read back on my old places (I've had a few but know I can only have one at a time). Is it possible to do this? xx

Thanks, I like how you seem to have popped into my brain, lifted up a stone and said "Look here, this is what you mean too!" :) I am terrified that one day, say six months down the line I'll mess up really badly in terms of sh and need my two friends and I'm scared it'll look more like a cry for att...

Hey guys, I was just wondering if you could maybe read my idea and tell me if you think it's a good idea or not and maybe bring to light obvious pros and cons... And if you have ever done it as well. So I've been writing around BUS being a bit confused and maybe even contradicting myself. One minute...

have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. Yeah. what had happened just before? My friend melissa was asking if i was going out with them the next night and i said no, i didnt want to. So she started saying "OH you're going to have no friends, you're going to be...

Read before I try to type! The whole essay not understanding thing revieled itself to me yesterday. Better late than never but really i think i should be ok for a while longer.

how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? how do i want to feel about this in the long run? is hurting myself likely to get me closer to or farther from feeling that way? if hurting myself s...

have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. They're not that bad what had happened just before? It wasn't a case of just before, it was a case of all day, and all week, for the last two weeks i guess. This essay for sociology is hard, i cannot do it what were you...

have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. Yes it's sorted what had happened just before? I was getting ready to go to the cinema and it suddenly dawned on me that I didn't REALLY want to go because I was going to have to be happy, so I cut to get through it. wh...

hiya! How do you get those medally things saying how long youve been si free?

ooooo i luv u! *hugs laura* sorry i was going to cry cause no one was replying and i was getting so confused. Where did you get that code from??

can someone help me please? Ive managed to set up a counting thing but i dont know what link to use to get it to work

Correct me if im wrong, cause libby can speak for herself, But when i first tell someone about sh, i dont want rejection. I want that person to say that its alright. Cause if not i get all anxious and panic and think that everyone hates me...