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"Second Place Victory" - This Day & Age

I know I can do this, but I'going to need some help. I want yours because I can't get his.

I'm not sure what the truth is anymore.


I used to feel huge, now I am huge.


I'm not going to tell anyone about those slips. And I don't feel guilty in the slightest.

mine still aren't fixed...

am i an oddball?

PMs are appreciated and okay. -- I'm more okay than I want to admit to myself. -- Sometimes, I really do feel as if I am beautiful. I live for those moments. -- I am a lesbian. I put up with a lot because of it. I hate racism and homophobes, yet I myself can be racist. -- I'm thinking about getting ...

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? Nothing. I don't need to hurt myself. I cognitively know that. It just feeld so damn good. It's such a rush and I desire that so much right now. I feel almost as if I've already messed up via my slip yesterday that I might as w...

I cannot stand cheaters. But I feel so unloved, that I'm considering cheating.

I know that I spend too much time on the computer. But I don't think that there is anything else worthy in my life to dedicate my time to.

cranky
exhausted
bland

--I feel like I'm failing every time that I cut and don't need stitches. It's my goal. And I've never met it. I won't be satisfied until I do. But I'm terrified that I'll enjoy it too much and never go back.

I also hope that you can make good use of this. I'm sure that it will; be beneficial.

"You Are Beautiful" James Blunt

She really is beautiful.

tiny bit urgy
tired
unproductive
lazy
content

I used her for sex. I don't really regret it.

I fantisized about having a romantic relationship with my therapist once. She's older than my mother.

angry
pissed
out of control
like self injuring
like over dosing
horrible
pathetic

PMs are fine. :grystar: I claim to value honesty, but I continue to lie to myself. :grystar: I wish I had the strength to end my life, for living it isn't seeming to get me anywhere. :grystar: When I was younger, I used to flush the toiler when my dad was in the shower. I hoped that I would burn hi...

have you taken care of your physical wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. si. they sting, but i'm okay. what had happened just before? i had an extremely rough day. i was home alone all day, and had been listening to depressing music. it all got me thinking about my life and what i even both...

tired
confused

i am... creative witty alive intelligent hurting i am not... perfect a failure what everyone wants me to be i feel... hurt abused misused drained tired exhausted alone i want... sleep my headache to disappear to hug a stuffed animal to have somebody IRL i need... love hope for the future this headc...

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? At lifeguard training, they informed us that they would always be testing us, slipping dummies into the pools and areas without us watching. Today, my second day of work, they did that to me. I had 10 seconds to spot the dummy....