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have you taken care of your physiacl wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. yeah sure they're taken care of. like i deserve it anyway. what had happened just before? i was at twirling practice and we were practicing our show, goign through it over and over. our coach stopped us after one run-t...

thank you both. i got through it without self injury, somehow.

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? I feel like I have no other way to deal with my pain, no other outlet. Like there's no choice to self injure or not, I merely have to, or I won't be okay. What has brought me to this point? I don't know. Possibly loneliness. But other than that, today and the pa...

1:20 AM... :roll: so basically i'm not going to make sense. firebird , you know i care about you, as you're always been there for me. i think it's great that you were able to analyze in-depth what exactly had you self injure. now you just have to work on those things. i wish i could post more... but...

somehow i missed all of this...

urges are very hard... and i'm sorry that you're still dealing with them after 11 months. it's normal to miss self injury though.. i know i sure do... and honestly, i think a part of me always will. we're here for you. take care.

how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? my racing thoughts will stop, i'll be relaxed, calm able to focus. the situation in itself will go away and be resolved. what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? it will bring peace, state...

i'll add to hoping that you are okay.

I am feeling slighty better and I did get through my mod without cutting, I just scratched instead, which although upsetting, it still an acomplishment in my eyes. Thank you for replying.

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? Terrible thery session earlier today where I basically told my therapist that I'm done working, adn that I don't care anymore. Called once again a whore. Watched a friend act like a moron and acidentially cut his wrist, but blo...

Tara, what made you feel triggered/upset/hurt? the fact that i might be put in foster care, my dad is cheatingon my mom, my parents might get a divorce, i blame myself for all of it, my grades are slowly slipping, and i'm sick. it's all overwhelming, and out of my control. i use SI because i like to...

how will this situation or feeling change if i hurt myself? hurting myself will take away the pain for a little. it will distract me. bring the relief i need. what will hurting myself bring to the situation? what will it take away from the situation? it will bring a distraction. it will take away t...

I always found that the seventh-tenth weeks were the hardest, and after that.. well I never got beyond that.