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yup *nods head* im at the same place right now. xx

i am... alive living hurting i am not... weak alone foolish i feel... empty numb cold feelingless dumb ugly fat i want... to si to see blood to be free to be me i need... blood space love...everyone needs love. i have... feelings music friends a gf who loves me hope i love... johny i hate... me.

im sorry for being hard work
im sorry for being miserable
im sorry for lying
im sorry for being alive

well done you! this sounds like a great idea
after looking around my room ive discovered i have no soft things. everythings like stiff material. so . . . ( u can tell whats coming
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im going to go into town and buy something soft and snuggly!!!
heehee. thanks for the brilliant idea!
xx

yeah im the same as mallie, either when im really hot or really cold. havent noticed it when im ecersising but i suppose ud be really hot then? im not too sure

the time will come when this emotion isnt computer generated. until then thanks for this place

i was just wondering how to view ur watched topics when using the theme DarkSky? thanks xx

Name: Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI: had stopped for over 2 weeks till yesterday :roll: but yeah i am still trying If so what is your motivation: ive got holidays to look forwrd to and i dont want 2 have fresh scars Favorite coping skills: playin drums :D Coping skills that work the ...

first of all thanks for replying. You SIed because you felt tense, right? You were scared and nervous and from what I can understand, you stayed in the location where you told him? I guess it was because i was tense, just needed to calm myself down. I told him over the fone. I know many people wont ...

# have you taken care of your physiacl wounds? if not, go do that now. we'll wait. yup. all bandaged up # what had happened just before? I told my bbf about my si # what were you thinking and feeling? i was scared he would end things, scared he wouldnt talk to me # why did you end up hurting yoursel...

well the friend i foned came round and i stayed stafe
thanks for your imput silverdragonfly xx

# Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? Todays been really bad, felt so shit all day just want to let it out. # Have I been here before? What did I do to deal with it? How did I feel then? Yes. I distracted myself. I felt better for a while, then worse. # What I hav...

A : ill never do it again
D: i love you
R: im ready to prove my feelings
A: hold on

hey, welcome to bus ---> have a welcome cow
i think there a good bit in the source book bout this *goes to look*
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there you go. Think there mostly bout reducing them but also try covering them with clothing?
Good luck xx

some times i get the urge just to show my scars but i never have the guts. i really admire all you that do. hopefully sometime ill find the strength. take care xx

i wish i was dead

just testing to see if its worked . . .

redice! ill go change it now. thanks xx

ur def not insane. i do it to, and it looks like in not the only one

well done guys.
I know im getting better because i feel. Even if it is this, least i feel something. . .