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It's not your phone, SVS. It's the same for me. And I have an Android phone (Samsung), not an iPhone. This never happened before and I don't know why it happens. Anyone else?

I know it's been ages but thank you for your reply treasure. I need to re-read your reply before I say something about it. For now just posting the "Before..."-questions. I have already written them out by hand but I also want them here so I'm just transferring them from paper to here. It's also the...

That's great chaos, definitely something to be proud of!

As I normally write here about cutting (esp. the after posts) there will be a lot of discussion and writing about self-injury, specifically about cutting. If that could trigger you in any way, please don't read! I prefer having no replies rather than someone triggered by what I wrote. *SI TRIGGER* A...

I have always printed out versions of all the questionnaires but I don't trust myself to get up so I can get them so I'm doing them here. Before: Before You Self-Harm write down the shadow that's hiding behind the urge. look at it. ask yourself: how will this situation or feeling change if I hurt my...

...overwhelmed and anxious. And lonely.

:purpstar: curling under the covers of your bed after having a wet, cold and draining day out :purpstar: music... just music!!! :purpstar: getting lovely snail mail :purpstar: my cute weekdays idefix socks :purpstar: watching a new episode of 'the good place' :purpstar: talking about 'the lord of th...

I feel like a fraud, telling everyone I am stable and doing good (which I often am these days) when I'm breaking down most nights and have vivid imaginations of SI, OD and SU stuff. I feel like I can't tell that anyone because "I am stable and not allowed to be anything else cause it makes the peopl...

I know this is also a really old thread but reading through it, I think it also still applies to a lot of people and definitely to me. I am fat, I know that - all feelings beside - my weight and my body frame are telling me that objectively. I could write a whole essay about 'feeling fat' and being ...

I know this thread is really really old but I still love the list and really need to try more skills of this list again. I think it's better than any Coping Strategies Lists I got in the psych wards over the years. I translated it into German (also a skill of its own :wink: ) and gave it to some the...

My "worthless" feelings might improve if I call R tomorrow and get some honest feedback. I doubt it will be worse than my thoughts and anticipations.

I'm still hurt. And I want to destroy myself right now (I won't though, I'm safe) because I'm a needy, lazy dumb little piece of shit and shouldn't be alive. So many good ways of self-harm and suicidal stuff are running circles in my head. During most days I'm doing good but I sometimes fall apart d...

Spidey, just a short note to say that I read this and will try to do a reply when I am more awake. I am extremely proud of you!

I'm still hurt. Why am I always the person who cares more. It only leads to me hurting more.

Hej Butterfly. From what I read here it sounds like you were/are pretty determined not to si and you found feelings and thoughts why you felt like you needed to SI but also found things to do instead or at least trying before. I always like the last question 'Do you need to self-harm?' cause - at le...

Thanks Mia and thanks Butterfly. Yeah I wasn't completely sure about Garfield, it just matched with all the other fake-members so well.

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I spent some time in the welcome wagon in 2009, now I'm back in ww and hoping bus will be more active soon.

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Hej Rocking Horse, sorry I'm so late with this but I read it now and can relate to a lot of it. Do I need to hurt myself? I feel like this is trick question. I guess I don't ever need to hurt myself but it certainly feels like I do to get relief and achieve punishment. I especially like your reply ...