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kazeldya: Thanks again for the hugs.....yeah we have had a big talk about how i feel and he knows how deeply sorry i am....im just hurting at the moment....and hoping that it will work out eventually. if its meant to be it will happen....and he has promised me he will make contact when he feels he ...

yeah several times but that means being brave and im not sure i can....plus i have a huge problem with talking....i get upset easily and then i cant physically talk I literally cant make a noise....so i dont know how much it can help.

i dont really know to be fair.....with my mood being so unstable ive messed him around a lot and used him as an emotional punch bag....and he has always been there for me but after three years i can understand why he needs to get away. I seem to hurt ppl naturally and i hate it.

its not really like that.....ive pushed him away so much that he needs release himself

i dont expect ppl to understand im a complicated person

thanks for the hugs..... well apart from being the type of person who always runs into problems... i have been suffering with depression for a while now and find it hard to be nice to ppl. After a while of knowing someone something always happens to change things and they leave....sometime cos i hav...

hi i have been going through some really tough times lately. I have started to do harm to myself.....but not in a serious way. I dont cut as such i think my pain freshhold is too low. But when i get distressed or angry i scratch my legs until they bleed? Does that count as self harm? Its getting wor...