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I was triggered by a person who has been manipulating me for a very long time, and if I didn't SI, that meant she didn't have the power to make me hurt myself. So I posted a couple of nice long rants instead, here and at some other boards.

I lost my dad when I was 13 (25 now). And it's true that the sadness never does go away completely when you lose someone you love so much. I think a lot of my problem for many years was trying to convince myself that the sadness "should" go away. If you allow yourself to feel sadness, allow yourself...

Birdie, because she is silly and cute and makes me feel needed. :bcatsmile: A lifetime supply of Mountain Dew, because caffeine headaches tend to add to a feeling of crappiness. Some of my favorite CDs to suit any mood. My computer, so I could keep writing and stay in touch with my closest friends. ...

I HATE BEING HATED

missing a friend far away...

wishing he could bear hug me for real... needing it

put bread out for the birds, in a place that you can take the time to watch them come and eat. I LOVE birdies! They're so CUTE! ...Ironically, my cat is named Birdie and I did not name her. :bcatsmile: :lol: And the birds in winter bring a wonderful touch of colorful...ness (I just invented a word)...

Do you use coping methods (healthy ones... ) in combination or just on their own? Often in combination... although my kitty has decided that when I use the coping skill of "petting Birdie", it is to be used on its own. She is a little attention fiend! :bcatsmile: Name something that helps you to co...

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