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Name: Nick Are you currently trying to stop or reduce SI: Reduce If so what is your motivation: I want people to stop staring at me, want to stop having to go to hospital, and I secretly know it isn't a long term coping thing. Favorite coping skills: Going running, snapping a laccy band, going somew...

I hate to be a sheep but really really really (did I mention really) loud music. Holding ice cubes is always good...until your fingers get so cold you have to drop them. Snapping a laccy band is good too. Although people think i'm a member of a strange cult...you can draw on them too, I have a colle...

Ok...actually have to think and it's a Sunday - terror in itself!

1 -- a canoe for when I'd had enough
2 -- my guitar
3 -- cigarettes (see my sig.)
4 -- pens and paper
5 -- erm...oooh...my day-to-day diary to remind me what I'm not missing!

Desert Island, sounds pretty neat to me!

Needles

I'm good at lying. To myself, to other people, whatever, i lied to myself about si for years, e.g. - that's not "cutting yourself" it's just a scratch, only when I nearly bled to death did I actually say yes, fine, i confess. Etc. And the terrifying thing is, now I know I can lie to myself fairly co...