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:1hug: :1hug: :1hug: I'm sorry you're feeling so bad :1hug: Is there anything that usually calms you down? Sometimes, when I'm overwhelmed, I just go to sleep, and it helps a lot, so maybe you could try it; it might work for you too :) Here are some links that might help you: http://buslist.org/phpB...

I think a lot of people get scared like this and worried. And it's totally understandable; the thought of letting go of this huge part of your life (depression and/or self-injury, or any other disorders that you suffer from) can sound daunting and very scary. But you have to be strong, you have to b...

I wish that I could sleep properly. I wish that I could like myself. I wish my parents would get along. I wish I could always keep up with my work. I wish I could be accepted. I wish I could show people in RL the real me, a person no one has really seen. I wish this anxiety would go away. I wish I w...

Thanks for the post :) Yeah, I seem to be really polite, which doesn't really suit me, lol, but I usually open doors for people that I don't know, and let them go first, and stuff, and it just sort of gives me a buzz... Knowing that they respect me because I've done something polite. I want to get i...

Thanks tara!! That was really helpful :)

Hannah x

Thanks for the advice I think I'm going to try those!!

Hannah x

Self-hate. I can get over urges OK, but I when I really hate myself I just feel so bad and I haven't found a way to conquer it. Can anyone help me? It just gets worse and worse and I'm really scared that one day I just won't be able to keep it all inside :cry: Any advice would be greatly appreciated...

Has the new version made editing quicker? Becuase now it's really quick

PM'S in the Outbox never got sent - I think - and PM'S in the Sentbox did get sent. I think that's right.

Hannah

I relate to how you feel, I always feel a little sad seeing couples and stuff, because I've never really had a boyfriend or anything, and I always feel like everyone else is better than me... So I guess I know how you feel

Hope you're alright
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I'm sorry you had a bad night, I hope you're OK now :) Maybe, only if you feel ready to, you could throw out your old tools too? Only when you want to. Christmas can be really stressful, I know, it's one of the worst times of the year for me sometimes, I know how you feel. I'm sorry I can't give yo...

Life Goes On - I don't know why but I really like that one. I know it isn't very cheerful, but it always reminds me that even if I'm in total despair, life goes on and I still have a chance to do what I want.

Heya, welcome to bus :) Telling your friends would be a good thing; it's really important to have a big support group and people you can turn to when you're down. You don't have to tell them straight away, and you don't have to tell them everything, but if you just let them know that there will be t...

Why do I feel I need to hurt myself? What has brought me to this point? Having no where to turn to and no one to talk to; and wanting to be in control of my life and my body, as I feel that sometimes the people around me are controlling my life and I have no say in what I do or feel. Have I been he...

I think it's good you gave up your tools, it's an important step on the road to recovery, and hopefully it will help you.

And it's really great that you have other alternatives instead of SI.

Good luck and well done for being so brave,
Lot sof love and hugs,
Hannah xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Oo I think I'll try that, it takes quite a long time to edit...

It takes aaaaaaaages for me to edit too, I don't know why though. It can be quite frustrating tho

Yeah she is

I want to not wake up in the morning and wish I hadn't every few days, and I want to be able to control my eating etc and I just... Want to be my old self. I've changed so much it scares me. So I just want all the "pain", but I can't really define what it is at the moment, to go. I want the crying t...